Wanting the romance (holby city)

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Lexi sighed as she stood pacing. She felt sick, she thought that fletch was going to be okay but he had an infection and had neem rushed off to an emergency surgery and the thought of it made her feel sick.

Madison stood up to where lexi was pacing and looked to her and smiled "hey, I know that you are worried but it's okay. You need to try and stay calm for the baby, I know you are therefore hit I am here and your not alone" Madison said as Lexi looked to her and nodded

she walked over and sat down next to her as eye ran a hand through her hair and sighed as she looked to Madison

"he is going to be okay isn't it. I mean I don't know what I'd do without him and I know we haven't had the post stabilised of relationship but I want us to be okay, I want him to be okay as I'm having his baby and I don't know if I can do it without him" Lexi said with tears in her eyes

Madison placed a hand on top of Lexi and smiled "I know that your scared but it is going to be okay. Fletch is going to be okay and your not alone, you have me and your mum" Madison said as Lexi looked to her and smiled

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Lexi sighed as she walked into fletch room. She looked to see him and sighed as she sat next to the bed, he was finally out of surgery but he wasn't awake yet. She sat down and sighed as she looked to him

"your a idiot, do you know that Adrian it's a good job I love you" Lexi said "and I love you too" fletch said as he woke up and looked to her as she high this shoulder

"ouch what was that for" he asked as she looked to him and frowned

"for pretending your okay, you stubborn idiot, your a nurse and you know post op pains and infections. Are you trying to send me into labour" she asked as he looked to her and smiled

"okay, I deserved that, I thought I was okay, I did. I just...I didn't want to be a burden" he said as she rolled her eyes

"you will be a burden when I kill you" Lexi said as he took a hold of her hand and smiled

"I'm sorry but I will be okay and we have to be ready for our baby and I promise you I will be fine" he said as she leant in and kissed him "you better be as I can't do this, I can't do it without you" Lexi said as fletch looked to her and smiled

"I promise I am going no where"

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Lexi sighed to herself as she walked out of the hospital and sighed, she rested a hand on her bump and sighed as she saw jac who walked over to her and smiled

"are you okay?" Jac asked as Lexi looked to her and smiled

"I don't know, I think so" Lexi said as jac looked to her and smiled

"I know you, and I know you want to be strong for other people but you don't need to be strong as you already are just remember to take time for yourself you know what your condition can do" jac said as Lexi looked to her and nodded. Lexi knew that there was only so long she could pretend but how long would it be before her mental health took over