Wanting the romance (holby city)

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Lexi rolled her eyes as she followed jac into the office and sighed "why have you summoned me in here like a naughty teenager" lexi asked

"because I am worried over you, look I know that you have been trying to stay strong for fletch and what he has been going through but you don't need to be strong all the time okay, it's okay to be scared and you need to put yourself first sometimes" jac said

"I'm fine can I go now" Lexi said as she went to walk to the door

"bipolar" jac said as Lexi turned to face her and sighed

"really mother"

"yes really as it's not just you. You are pregnant but you are pregnant. This illness effects you both and I know you hate it but you are strong and you need to remember that and you need to take some time out which is why I think you need to go and see your councillor I know you don't want to dope up on drugs when you are pregnant" he said as she looked to jac and sighed

"I'm fine, I made you an appointment for later today and talk to fletch. He needs to m ow what os going on with you" jac said as Lexi looked to her and rolled her eyes as she walked out of the room 
   
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Lexi stood in pulses and smiled as she saw Madison who walked over to her and smiled

"hey are you okay" Madison asked

"my mum thinks I need to go to a councillor and discuss all over what fletch has been through and how it's effected me and I just don't know I mean don't get me wrong I do love him and I know he needs but I am seven months pregnant and I need to focus on me and the baby and I just want him to get better it is a mess" lexi said as Madison smiled

"I know what your mum is like, she can be cold hearted and unbearable but one thing I know Is just how protective she is because of your bipolar and she will do anything for you and I mean what have you got to loose by going to a councillor I mean yeah it may be a waste of time but you know it might also help you too, you never know" Madison said as Lexi looked to her and sighed.

Lexi knew that Madison had a point but she also knew that she hated to talk and open up over just how she was feeling. Lexi knew just how much it effect her and she hated it. She hated how her mental health effect her when she knew that she just wanted to be normal

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Lexi got home and smiled as she saw fletch as he stood cooking "your meant to be taking it easy" she said as he smiled

"it's just pasta I was bored Lex" he said as she looked to him and smiled "are you okay" fletch asked as Lexi looked to him and sighed

"I don't know I just feel as if things are getting too much" she said as he looked to her and smiled. He walked over to her and pulled her close as he kissed the top of her head

"it's all going to be okay I promise, I am here and it is going to be fine" he said as Lexi smiled. Lexi knew she needed to sort her mental health out but she knew it seemed to be her biggest downfall