Wanting the romance (holby city)

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Lexi sat as she waited to go down for surgery, she was having a c section, they're was so risk to her and the baby if they had a natural birth.

Lexi sat rubbing her bump and smiled as she looked to fletch as he walked in and looked to her

"there just a bit ready, are you" he asked as she looked to him and smiled

"i guess so. I don't know, my head is a mess and I'm scared. I mean things go wrong all of the time" lexi said as fletch smiled

"I know that but try not to worry. I know it is easier said than done but it will be okay. We're going to meet our baby and everything is going to be okay" fletch said as Lexi looked to him and smiled.

Lexi knew it wasn't going to be easy but she knew how scared that she was

"I'm scared" Lexi said as fletch looked to her and smiled, he placed a hand on her cheek and smiled

"it's going to be okay I promise" he said as fletch smiled. She looked as they walked in to take her to surgery and smiled

"everything is going to be okay I promise" he said

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Lexi lay in her hospital bed and looked to see Madison as she sat next to her bed. She was holding her baby. Lexi looked to them and smiled

"have you come to steal my daughter" Lexi asked as Madison looked to her and smiled

"I'm doing my duties as auntie Madison, she's beautiful one thing I can say of my brother he makes beautiful babies although I think you could have something to do with it this time. Have you got any names in mind" Madison asked as Lexi sat up and winced in pain as Madison handed her the baby and smiled as she looked to her. She looked to baby and smiled

"we have Esmè in mind but I don't know, I don't know if she looks like an Esmè, I just want to make it work you know being a good mum. She's the most precious thing I have done" Lexi said as Madison looked to her and smiled

"you can do this I know you can, it won't be easy but you can do it" madison said as Lexi smiled.

Lexi looked down at her baby and smiled. She couldn't believe that she and fletch had created her but she knew she loved her so much already

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Lexi smiled as she sat holding her baby and looked to see jac walked in

"hey I wanted to see my granddaughter" jac said as Lexi smiled. Jac took the baby from her and smiled

"she looks how you did. How are you feeling" Jac asked as Lexi looked to her and smiled

"overwhelmed" Lexi said as jac looked to her and smiled

"I know it's hard, it's a lot having a baby but your going to be okay. I know that you can do this. Nothing can stop you" Jac said as Lexi looked to her and smiled.

She hoped that she was right as she knew how terrified that she was of failing