I am not him.. | nomin/renmin

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Author pov. (Jaemin)

Before Jaemin could say anything, the black haired boy was snatched out of his hands and dragged away.
He let out a sigh.
He wanted to turn around but his body stiffened, as he could feel someone's presence behind him.

"Don't take it personally, as soon as she sees him nobody else matters."
Jaemin stood there silent for a second, knowing exactly who is standing behind him. Slowly turning his body, he got to see the person he was expecting. His handsome face, his perfect hair.. Not gonna lie Jaemin was shitting himself, but he needed to make a good impression, so he pulled himself together, trying his hardest to not stutter.

"O-Oh hi Renjun."
Yea, that went totally well.
"What are you doing here, don't you have classes in a few?"
The other gave him a tired smile, that wasn't connected to his eyes at all. "yeah, as my sister already said, we still have a bit."

Jaemin noticed an awkward silence making it's way into their conversation, if you could call it that, and he most certainly did not want that to happen.
"What's your next class?"
The other responded with an extreme eye roll
"Sports.."
"I have Chemistry, would love to skip that honestly.."
"Then let's."
Huh??
"What?"
The blond boys heart begun to beat so hard against his chest, that he was afraid it might jump right out of his body.
"Let's skip. I'm not intrigued by sports and you just said you'd like to skip chemistry. So let's do it"
the other boy said casually.
Abso-fucking-lutely not!
"S-Sure."
Shut up Jaemin?!!

Without another word the older made his way towards the exit.
Oh my holy shit, I'm gonna skip classes with Renjun.

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Author pov.

And there they sat, both boys with a tiny cup of ice cream in their hands.
And Jaemin was getting tired of the awkward silence that had forced itself between those two.

"So Jeno and I thought of hanging out again."
The other frowned at him.
"And your telling me that because..?"
The youngest blushed a little embarrassed.
"O-Oh, I mean we all together of course!"
Renjun just nodded and looked back to his book.
And to be honest, Jaemin was getting more and more annoyed with the others attitude. Why did he even ask him to come if he was just gonna read the whole time?

"Do you even wanna talk?"
The other raised an eyebrow.
"Not really."
Um.. ouch?
"Your kidding right?"
Jaemin couldn't believe it. That's what he skipped classes for? It was definitely not any less boring then chemistry, aside from his heart beating nonstop in a rapide Speed.

"Then why the fuck did you even ask me to come?"
Renjun looked at him in shock. He'd never heard the boy mad befor, most certainly not swear.
"What?"
"You know what, just keep reading your book and don't mind me, not that you would anyway. Imma head back to school."

He felt like he saw a little bit of panic in the others eyes, but he shrugged it off, probably imagining it anyways.
He was about to turn around, as he felt someone grab his wrist.

"No! D-Don't.."
the talking male let out a deep breath.
"..please stay."
"Why? I can have this much fun in chemistry."
He felt like the other was turning a little awkward now, but he didn't care.
"I like your company.."
he said scratching the back of his head, looking everywhere but Jaemin, whose eyes stared at the latter intensely.
"You don't seem like you do."
Renjun let out a sigh again.
"I'm not good at this Jaemin. This whole friends thing. I'm not really talkative too, and I know I don't express it well, but I like to listen to you when you talk. I like that you talk so much, because I don't feel like I have to."
Jaemin could feel his face heat up to the max, but he still refused to look away from the boy infront of him.
He sighed and sat down besides Renjun again, making him look up to the boys face. Finally.

"I don't mind if you don't want to talk Renjun. Just.. pay some attention to me. Otherwise I don't want to talk, it makes me feel unwanted."
The said boy nodded.

The two of them didn't bother coming back for the break. Instead they just stayed at the park for another hour.
Jaemin would talk most of the time while Renjun would read his book but only to seem not awkward because he would never talk and Jaemin knew that, so he didn't mind. Sometimes he could hear the older male chuckle at something he said which made him feel a warmth across his chest.

After 40 minutes of Jaemin talking and Renjun listening, they decided to make their way back to school and Jaemin felt the urge to clinge himself onto the boy, making him flinch for a second. After a while he got used to Jaemin being so close to him and  just decided to stop pretending to read and give the still talking boy a little more attention, like he asked him to. He would make a few comments about whatever Jaemin was saying, making the boy smile.
The older of the two could feel himself getting comfortable and smile as he saw how exited the younger one was talking about every little thing.
He seems like someone who enjoys to live. And someone who knows how to. Renjun wanted that too. He wanted to enjoy every little detail about his live as if it wasn't little at all.

As they entered the school yard, he could feel people staring at them, but right then, he couldn't care less.
He just knew he doesn't want the boy besides him to leave.
Not now, when he starts to feel alive once in his life.
So he just continued staring at the beautiful presence next to him.

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The first Renmin interaction, I hope you liked it!^^
I will probably change up the pov's more often, so we get to have a look at everyone's thoughts and pov's.
I am a little bored at the moment so it's gonna be more updates than usually :)

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