I am not him.. | nomin/renmin

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Jeno had never woken up this relaxed.
He felt like he had slept on clouds or something. An then realized a posture next to him. A warm body that he held in his arms. And Jesus Christ was he glad that Jaemin seemed to be a deep sleeper, because he jumped off of him when the sudden feeling of stress hit him.

"Holy mother of god.."
he mumbled quietly to himself.
He gave him self a moment, admiring the soft boy next to him but then stood up when he started to feel a little creepy.

He made himself and Jaemin breakfast and then went to the younger, kneeling down in front of the bed the said boy layed on.

"Hey, Nana"
he started softly to the boy who still had the blanked over his head, only his hair peaking out.
"Come on wake up. We have to go to school."
He somehow felt like Jaemin was awake but the boy didn't make a move.

"I made you breakfast?"
It came more out like a question but nevertheless he received a reaction.
And god he swore he could feel butterflies flying inside his heart. Yes. You heard right.
Jaemin slowly slid the blanked off of his head, only to show his eyes, the rest of it still hiding the beautiful boy.

"It's pancakes."
Jaemin then showed the rest of his face, smiling widely, making Jenos heart jump again.
It was somehow ridiculous that Jeno still didn't quit understood his feelings. But to be fair, he had never liked a boy before and he didn't know what to do with all those foreign feelings he couldn't associate.

Jaemin got off of the bed and without any kind of warning he just took of the shirt Jeno gave him the day before.
Jeno felt his everything getting hot immediately and quickly turned around.

"Can you give me clothes for today Nono?"
Jaemin asked casually, as if he wasn't just shirtless in front of him.

"Hm sure"
Jeno said, glad as hell that his voice didn't break.

He took a hoodie, turning around to give it to his friend, and boy did he regret it. Jaemin was not only cute, he was also ripped. Like, have you seen those abs?!

He really tried to look away, but Jaemins body was forcing his eyes to look at him. The blonde boy put on the hoodie teasingly slow, making it able for Jeno to observe his body.
His eyes went over the boys abs, down to his v Line and then up to his chest, over his nipples-

Holy fucking shit this needs to stop!

He quickly turned around going to his small kitchen when he felt his pants getting a little tight.
And then he realised.
Maybe the feelings he had towards his friend were just lust.
He hasn't slept with anyone since a while, to be exact, since he met Jaemin. He was always with Jaemin and Jaemin was hot. No denial in that one. Also he had never slept with a guy, which would wake his experimental side. He hasn't liked a guy before so he doesn't have a type, but maybe Jaemin is?
He felt a huge weight falling off of his chest, just when Jaemin entered, looking indescribably adorable in Jenos way to big hoodie.

"Omg thank you for the pancakes Nono!"
Excitedly Jaemin sat down and grabbed a pancake stuffing his mouth full with it. And they seemed to be damn good because, oh boy, they made Jaemin moan.

"Mmmmmhy, omg Nono.."

Oh no. Oh no,no,no,no,no!

Jeno felt his body getting hot again at how Jaemin slowly licked some sirup off of his finger that had dripped down and once again Jeno was proven just how sexually frustrated he was.

Yes he only became friends with Jaemin about two weeks ago, but he hasn't had sex since two months.
And well, you could say that isn't a lot but as for Jeno he just wasn't used to it. He wasn't a player, he never leads anyone on and he never would do anything to hurt someone on purpose.
But he does have his needs. And doing it himself just wasn't enough sometimes.