Crushing ❤️

Big trouble

As I steped into the house I could feel my heart racing like crazy. I let out a long breath and closed my eyes. I started to think about all the possible things my mum was going to do, I grew even more nervouse. I slowly walked into the kitchen, with every step my heart raced faster adpnd my nerves grew. I started to feel sick, butterfly's in my stomach. I kept my head down as I continued to walk. I had reached the kitchen faster then I had hoped. I slowly looked up, a lumped started to form in my throat. I felt out of breath, I was starting to shake. My mum was sitting at the kitchen table with a mug in her hand. I'd never seen her like this, I could put tell if she was mad or disappointed. I couldn't help but start to think of excuses, what could I say to get out of trouble.

"Sit," I could hear the anger in mum voice, I could tell she was trying to remain calm. I pulled out the chair and sat in silence waiting for her to start yelling.

" I can't believe you would do this zoe," mum sounded disappointed.

"I, i, " she cut me off

"Zoe I don't want to hear your excuses, who where you with and why did you do it," she was starting to sound a little mad now.

"I was with Tyler, and I don't know why I did it," I tried to remain calm but I was shacking and I felt like I was goi to vomit.

"That's not good enough Zoe, this Tyler sounds like bad news, I don't want you to hang o win him anymore," the minute she said it I felt my heart sank, I was so upset.

"Mum, no please," I tried to beg her, but she wouldn't listen.

"Give me your phone, you're grounded for a month, or an till I say otherwise," she sounded mad. I didn't want to make the situation worse so I handed my phone over.

"Go to your room, and. Don't come out unless you are told," I nodded and slowly walked to my bedroom. I opened my bedroom door and was in shock. I looked around my room, my laptopwas gone and so was my TV. I didn't know what to say or do so I just went and sat on my bed. I was still in chock after what had just happened. I sat their letting it all sink in. I started to cry, I burried my face into my pillow to so mum wouldn't hear me. The only thing I wanted right now was Tyler, I wanted him to hug me and tell me everything is going to be ok. But knowing Im not aloud to be with him anymore made it worse.

I woke up the next morning a complete mess. I didn't want to go to schill, I didn't want to do anything. I walked I to the bathroom and showered, I tried to relax and not think about it. I felt a little better once I got out of the shower. I applied my makeup like normal, I went to check my phone. I realised I didn't have my phone, it felt so unnatural to not have my phone. I walked out of the bathroom and grabbed my bag. I started to walk to the door when I heard my mum yell.

"Where do you think you are going?" I turned around in confusion.

"I will be taking you to school from now on," damn, I was hoping I could see Tyler on the bus. I walked to mums car, I sat in silence while I waited for her to come out to the car. Finally she walked out and got in the car. She didn't speak a word to me, not the whole car ride. It was very awkward, I wanted to say something but ever time I went to I stopped myself. The slow hum of the car soothed me a little. Finally we reached the school, I was about to jump out of the car to escap the awkward silence when mum grabbed my wrist.

"Zoe, I mean it, I don't want you to talk to Tyler," she sounded very serious. I didn't even tell her that he was my boyfriend. I smushed to my locker, when I was at school I was safe from Borden and being yelled at. I was really hoping I woukd see Tyler, I don't care what mum says, she can't stop me from seeing him.