Crushing ❤️

Are you sure?

I woke up next to the most amazing boy in the world, I smiled at him, forgetting everything that had happened yesterday. He is so peaceful when he sleep, I just stared at him and smiled, how can one boy be so perfect, but looking at him my heart races. "Stop staring at me," Tyler giggled, fuck his morning voice is sexy. "What how did you know?" "I could feel you staring" he opened his eyes and looked up at me smiling. "I'm going back to sleep, so shh" "no you're not!" Tyler giggled and rolled on top of me, I laughed as he tickled me, I covered my face with my hands while I squirmed. "Stahp" I giggled, but he just grabbed my hand and pinned them to the bed, he leaned in and kissed me passionately, he pulled back "nope" he looked at me and smiled, I just gave him a 'oh really look' he smiled as I sat up, he looked me up and down and licked his lips "you look hot in my shirt" he smirked rubbing his hands together. I got out of bed and grabbed some cloths, Tyler walked up behind me and out his hand on my waist, he kissed down my neck "Tyler, stop" i moaned and then started to giggled. I grabbed the rest of my cloths and went to shower. After about 5 minutes I got out and dried my hair before straightening it. I grabbed my makeup and put some mascara on and walked into the kitchen, I could hear Tyler getting food. His mum wasn't home so I guess, she was at work, so I guess he wasn't trying to be quite. He looked up at me and smiled "here I made you a bowl of fruitloops, EAT IT!" He yelled jokingly. I sat down and started to eat, I hadn't really thought about what had happened yesterday, I didn't want to. But I k ew that I couldn't t ignore it for long, then all the emotions from last night started to creep back in, I started to cry again, just everything was so crazy. I had almost finished my breakfast when Tyler saw me crying "hey, hey don't cry" I stood up and hugged him, he kissed me on the forehead and pushed me off him a little, he pushed my hair behind my ear and looked me dead in the eye and smiled " it's going to be ok, but for now, you know what you need? A distraction, come on we're going out for the day". Before I could disagree I was being pulled out the door, Tyler started running, dragging me along with him. We were half way down the road "hey can we stop running?" I panted catching my breath. Tyler nodded also catching his breath, he took my hand he we started walking. We went to go get milkshakes from a store down the road "Mmm these are really good" I smiled "come on you goose, i know where we can go to take your mind off things". I already knew where he was taking me, and sure enough I was right, back to the train tracks In The Forrest.

We stayed there for hours just talking, kissing and just spending time together. I loved every minute I was with him, he made everything so much better. "Come on, it's time to go" he said pulling me up from where I had been laying. We slowly walked back to his house, just being idiots.
"Oi bitch, nice cast" I didn't have to look I knew who it was. Tyler clenched his fist, I could see how angry he was. "Tyler don't, he isn't worth it," I tried to calm him. "No Lilly I won't let him treat you like that" I grabbed Tyler's arm "please Tyler, don't do it" he just pulled his arm out of my grip. He walked over to dan and without saying a thing just punched him, dan fell to the ground. Next thing I know they were fighting, dan just kept throwing punches, I couldn't watch I looked away. Tyler was winning, but I couldn't stand watching him fight anymore "stop" I screamed desperately. Everyone was watching us, I was so embarrassed. I just ran back to Tyler's, I was mad at him, I told him not to do it, but he did anyway. I know he was trying to help me, but not in the middle of the street for everyone to see, and I hate seeing him get into fights. Once I got to his house I just ran to his room, I was mad I didn't want to talk to him.

**GUYS JUST A WARNING, the next part might contain some sexual stuff, so if you're uncomfortable reading it then just skip the next paragraph**

Tyler came running through the the door and into the bedroom "Lilly" he yelled concerned "don't talk to me" I said with anger in my voice "Lilly, I was just fucking helping you!" He yelled getting angry. "I know, but I told you not to, not on the fucking street where everyone can see" I yelled trying to match his tone. "I'm so fucking done, all I do is try and help you and you do this" he didn't even yell he just sounded disappointed, he walked out of the house, leaving me there all alone in his room crying. I laid on his bed and just cried for hours, I had never had a fight with him before, I hated him being mad at me. I was more mad at myself because he was right, he was only trying to help me. I didn't even notice him walk in, he sat on the bed then just hugged me " I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean to yell" he whispered kissing my head. I didn't say anything I just cried, he turned me over so I was facing him "I only did it because I love you, I'm so Inlove with you, and seeing him hurt you like that.. I just won't let him" he whipped my tears away I looked up at him and smiled, I stopped crying "I love you" . I sat up and hugged him, he gave me a really sloppy kiss, but then the kiss turned passionate, he put his hands on my waist and pulled me onto his lap, I cupped his face in my hands and kissed him back. He started to kiss me a little harder, running his fingers up my stomach taking my shirt off. I smiled and he started to kiss down my neck, I moaned a little and took off his shirt. He stopped kissing me and looked into my eyes "are you sure" he asked with a serious face, I nodded smiling while laying down on the bed.

I woke up smiling, thinking about that night. It was perfect, I looked next to me to see Tyler, his hair was a mess and he was still fast asleep. He had his arm over my back, kinda like a small hug. I didn't want to move, I was so comfortable, the sheets were so warm against my bare skin. I checked the time, woah it was almost 12pm, we had slept through most of the day. I got up trying not to wake Tyler, I looked around the room for my bra as I hadn't packed a new one, whoops, I found it next to the bed. I quickly out some close on and went to go fix my face, I walked back into Tyler's room to see Tyler sitting up yawning "good morning beautiful" he said pushing his straight brown hair off his face. I smiled "good morning sexy" I said smiling, his morning voice still gets me.

It was later in the day when Bianca got home, "Lilly, the police have said you're aloud to come visit your mum, but only for an hour, but we have to leave now" I was mad at my mum, but I needed answers, I couldn't say no. The whole car ride to the police station was awkward, I mean Bianca and Tyler tried to talk to me, but I was to caught up in my own thoughts to pay attention, I was trying to figure out what I was going to say. We reached the station faster then I thought we would. I walked him to see the officer from the other day, Bianca had to sing a few papers at the front desk " Lilly, right this way" the police officer ushered me to this room. He opened the door, I could see my mum sitting there, my heart started racing, the last time I saw my mum she tried to attack me. She looked up as i walked in the room, she look so sad, she had dark patches under her eyes. She tried to hug me, but the officer told her she couldn't, I'm glad I didn't really want to hug her after the other day. I sat down on the chair on the opposite side of the small table, I didn't say anything, I just sat there. She cleared her throat "so you're probably wanting to know what's going on, why I acted the way I did" I nodded still not saying a word. "Well I got a call from your father" she started to tear up, like she was choking on her own words, she cleared her throat again "he told me he doesn't want to see us anymore, he has found another women, and they are having a baby together. And they will be living somewhere in America, he wouldn't tell me exactly where. I tried to ask him to stay I did, Lilly I tried, he said he wants nothing to do with us anymore."
I was so in shock I wanted to cry, but I had no tears left. "That doesn't explain why you're in here, why you tried to attack me," I said with a cold tone. "Lilly, when your father told me, I didn't know how to take it, I, I took some pills, and I lost control I lashed out. I'm sorry." "But why, why would you do that, why are you so stupid" I cried. "Lilly that's not all, I hurt one of the officers while trying to.. When I tried to get to you the other day, that's why I'm still in here, I'm away for four years." "you mean when you tried to attack me, your own daughter, and I'm still not understanding why you did that, would you care to explain?". She paused for a moment, "Lilly, after I took the drugs, I tried to kill myself, that's when the school called for me to come get you, I blamed me not being able to kill myself on you" she started to cry, but I didn't feel sorry for her, I was just mad. " you tried to leave me?! Leave me all on my own? How could you do that! You're meant to be my mother, I hate you, I hate you!" "Lilly, baby Lilly, no" she cried but I wouldn't listen "I love you mum, but I can't forgive you for this, and I won't forgive dad either" I was mad, mum threw her hands in her face and cried. I looked to the officer who was a little shocked "I want to leave now" I said to him, I walked out and Tyler came running over "I could here the yelling" he pulled me into a hug. I asked Bianca if we could leave, in the car ride home I told them everything. i started to cry, I couldn't even help it. "You can stay with us for as long as you need to Lilly, even if that is four years, not that I'm saying it will be." "Thanks I really appreciate it , but right now even if she did get out, I think I would stay with you guys anyway, i want nothing to do with my mum"

We got back to Tyler's house, well I guess it's my house to now. I didn't have credit on my phone, I hadn't had the chance to get any of the last few days, I connected to Tyler's wifi. I checked my phone, my face turned into fear, Tyler noticed " what's wrong?!" He asked concerned. I looked away from my phone to him, "my dad sent me a message on Facebook"