It wasn't until a week passed that we could go home. After Marshall had to have a knee surgery and can't take painkillers because, he's addicted and now in pain. So, Taryn came back to help me with Eric and so, I can take care of Marshall who's only spoken for food or water. I was worried he won't even let me kiss or hug him anymore. So Taryn took the girls and Eric to her Hotel for the night. I sat on the edge not looking at him just calm. "Marissa." He uttered my name. "Yes, Marshall." I said covering my face with my hands. "Can I get some water please." "Your taking the pills again while I get you water so you can feel better. It's hidden in your pillow case under the sink counter and let's not forget in our mattress." I said my nose blocked up with snot. "So yes I'll get your water but, I made a appointment for you from February 15 to April 20." His eyes widened and suddenly he flipped. "I'M NOT GOING!" "Marshall, It's a done deal you're going your going to be in a Hosptial in a room by yourself and you'll detox. I reported them doctors you got the shit from so you're going to be sober whether you like the shit or not." I said wiping my tears. "You hate me don't you?" He asked in a smart-ass voice. "NO! YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU ! A lot at that. Enough to send you to get help because you don't wanna to do it yourself."I walked out the room. I started crying some more. I was pouring him a glass a water when he limped down. I put my head down on the counter and soon I felt his arms around my waist and I turned around feeling his lips against my own. Because, it had been so long some lust had stepped in. "Marissa." He said managing to stop me. "Yes, Marshall." I said in annoyance. "I can't." He said looking me in the eyes. "Fine." I said handing him his water. I walked upstairs into our bathroom and pinned up my hair before running my bathwater. I quickly undressed and hopped into the bath. I went under keeping my nose above the water. I fell asleep only to be awoken by Marshall. I looked at him and just listened to him. "I'm sorry I just couldn't not now at least. I'm fat if you haven't noticed. But, I'm going to get better so can we call the detox so I can start now?" I nearly attacked him in hugs. "Okay." I said grabbing my towel and walking with him to the home phone. We sat on the bed as I called the number. "Hi I'm Marissa Mathers calling for Marshall Mathers........ Umm he wants to start treatment as soon as tomorrow.......... Thank you so much..... Nope..... I'll let him pack tonight... I'm bringing him in at 9 at night.......... Thanks....... Goodbye." I hugged him and he let me. I kissed his forehead walking to the closet and when I came out he was on the phone. "Hailie tell Ms. Taryn to bring you guys back home Daddy has to tell you guys something..... Bye baby." I was packing his bag with him every now and then we'd kiss or hug which is what I really missed. "Marshall. Taryn said she was going to bring the girls tomorrow because, Eric, Whit, and Alaina fell asleep" "Okay." He said setting the suitcase down. He looked at me licking his lips. "Marshall why are you looking at me like that?" He grabbed me and through me on the bed. He pulled off my towel and I smiled. That's mostly what I did. At the end of this he kissed me and wrapped me up in the sheet and kept me warm. I woke up at midnight to the bed shaking. "Baby." Marshall said his voice shaking. I flipped over and he shook. It must have been a withdrawal thing but, I didn't think it would come this soon. I took him in my arms and held him for 5 minutes at the most and He stopped shaking. "Marshall." I said feeling tears on my shirt. "Yeah." He said deathly pale. "I'm going to call Taryn, she's going to bring everyone back here, I'm calling that lady you have to go now." All he did was nod.
Again MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A SAFE HOLIDAY!
