This is confusing. [haruminxmatsuri]

Her

Matsuris POV
I walk to school everyday. I see *her* everyday. She's perfect , if only I wasn't such a pervert she would appreciate me. That's what I think, but yuzu thinks it's because she likes someone else. Am I not good enough for her or her perfect body? Her oversized breast leave me star struck every time I see them, I wonder how she gets them so big? Does she massage them every night before she goes to bed or did they just grow like that ? I could sit and play with her hair for hours if she'd let me. Will she let me? Probably not! I'm matsuri the grossest human being on planet earth According to everyone at my old school. Why can't we be like yuzu and mei???? They tell eachother everything and feel comfortable saying anything around eachother. I'd rather die than her not notice how I look at her. I mean who wouldn't look at her? Shes everything anyone could ask for! Or that's what I think about her. Some say she's just a slut asking for attention, that's not true though if it was she'd have all the boys in the palm of her hand.
It gets harder to breath everytime she looks in my direction. Could she be an angel in disguise trying to take me away. I wouldn't say no if she wanted to take me. She can take me anywhere she wants, no matter how hard she tries I'll always come back to her even if it KILLS me. I don't think anybody else notices how good she sings whenever she's bored. I couldn't bare the thought of anyone else being with her. I'd say that I would kill them but why? It won't matter if she doesn't like me. Then I'll just get arrested,I don't want that. If I got arrested I could never see her again,she wouldn't visit me unless yuzu forced her too. I don't like when yuzu is close to her but I trust yuzu, we've known eachother for a very long time. And plus her and mei are together. When will she notice me? Will I have to die? Will I have to be sick? Grope her? No. I wouldn't wanna make her uncomfortable around me. If she's uncomfortable then she won't ever talk to me. I'd hate that.

Harumin POV
Me and yuzu are walking to school together. We do it everyday, it just normal. I see matsuri walking behind us. She's quite odd. She's not speaking at all which is not normal. Normally she'd talk about perverted stuff but today she's acting weird. Like earlier when I went to say hello she didn't make a comment about my breast. Is she alright? Does she need a doctor? "Yuzu" I whispered "does matsuri seem a little odd today?"
"Yea, I've been making it to where she can say dirty thing when I'm talking" yuzu whispered back to me
"You think she's okay?"
"I think she might be sick or something" I said still whispering. Me and yuzu decided we were gonna ask her about it later.

Yuzu POV
Matsuri hasn't said a single word today. Is this really her? Last time she acted like this was when her girlfriend dumped her. I hope she's alright. I look over at mei and himeko. Mei is reading a book from the student council. She needs a break from all that work, she never gets a break. Does she under stand that she doesn't have to do student council work everyday? I hope she doesn't get sick from all that work.

Matsuri POV
I know they are talking about me. I saw them whisper and look back at me. I know it wasn't bad because yuzu is a nice person.