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About an hour or so passes of me sitting next to Machi, as she plays cards and Shizuku somehow winning everytime. She always pulled out a king at the last minute that's why she won, I hear small footsteps coming from the back and echoing as they turned closer I turned around to see Pakunoda with 3 bags.

"I'm back, and I have the clothes ypu wanted boss." She stated as she stared at Chrollo ,who simply didn't even guve her a look instead kept looking at his book.

"Thank you. Please give them to y/n she'll be needing them." Chrollo says before reading his book his face so untethered, his personality so dull.

Pakunoda walks over and hands me the bags "It's very nice to see you again y/n." She says with warm smile

"It's nice too see you too!" I smile back at her as I take the bag

"Go ahead and change in one of the empty rooms." Pakunoda says to me as she sits down next to Shalnark, and begins watching over the paused card game.

I nod and walk off to another room where I look inside the bag and see gorgeous clothes, each a different peice meant to look casual and yet professional, rummaging through the bag I choose something simple yet elegant, by that I mean back flair pants and an off the shoulder Black long sleeve with a pair of flats, leaving my hair the way it was I walk back out and sit back down where I was to continue playing cards.

"You look great y/n." Pakunoda said to me as I sat back down next to Machi who was still intently playing cards

"Yea you look pretty nice y/n." Machi says slightly smiling at me

" Did you make a decision about the bosses offer yet? Shalnark asks me before putting down a card

"Not yet, I don't want to necessarily worry to much currently, but I will have an answer soon." I say tapping my finger to my knee

"Well he'll probably give you a few days to think it over,plus we have a spot since a troupe member was probably killed." Shalnark smiles at me

"Well we'll see." I say looking at the ground nervously

-------------- 2 days later (like the day he was meeting with neon.)--------

"Have you made your decision y/n?" Chrollo asks me as he walks over to me his face narrowed only towards me my heart racing as I could die at this very moment , I want to stay here with the troupe because they're all wonderful people, but at the same time I didn't wanna be a part of a murder spree ,but I wanted to get stronger ,but I didn't want to hurt anyone,and if I said no he would take my nen and might even kill me on the spot. I narrow my eyes towards him as he stands in front of me

"I'll stay and train with you." I reply to him with a straight face

"Excellent. I will start training you after I return , I have an event to attend to." Chrollo says as his eyes soften towards me

"Ok." I reply walking to play cards with the others, and with that Chrollo was off doing god knows what as the rest of us sat and played cards all day

As the sun was setting it showed tropical colors like it usually did, so peaceful ,so serene,but Chrollo wasn't back he left this morning. Where could he be?

"Where did Chrollo go?" I ask Machi dully while still looking at my hand of cards

"He probably went to take that Norstrade girl's ability." Machi stated "also seven." She placed a card down

"Why would he want to do that?" I asked confused

"The boss likes to add to his abilities. He can take anyone's ability ability ours ,but he has to do it with certain rules. Eight!" Shalnark exclaims to me putting down a card

"Yes... he should be back soon... unlike Hisoka." Shizuku states to me as he glasses tint towards her cards

"Oh he's gone, I didn't even notice. " Machi remarks as she puts down a card "ten"

"Where is Feitan and phinks?" I ask the group "oh and um 11" I say putting down a card

"Well they went to go watch the boss, he'll call if he needs us though. " Shalnark says to me pulling out his phone to check messages only to see one message from Chrollo "hey guys the boss say we can go crazy ,he wants us to cause a scene and all that jazz at the tower!" He says lowering his phone

"Well then. Let's go, y/n you'll stay with me incase things get out of hand." Machi says as we put our cards down and head over to the building, when we get there it's all mafia men weapons loaded and guns at the ready. Darting forward everyone starts to attack

Weapons shooting at them and all , how do they do this I can barley see through my barrier that I created around my body. I really didn't wanna be here. This is to violent and if I don't get out I could possibly kill everyone within the 1 mile radius of me with the flick of my wrist. Machi has a firm grasp on my hand as she kills with her other hand using her nen threads. It's to loud. It's to loud... IT'S TOO LOUD. TO MUCH BLOOD TO MUCH! THE MEMORIES START FLOODING IN BIT BY BIT PEICE BY PEICE REMINDING ME OF WHO I WAS

"Now do you understand your place in this world?" My mother asks my as she pushes the blade deeper into my side her voice calming as a Luther's should be but her actions we're anything hut motherly.

"I- I have N-no place in this world mother." I stutter out, as I grimace in pain, clenching my teeth together trying not to scream.

"Exsactly."She says as she throws me to the floor laughing as I laid on the floor bloody tired and dirty,thrown aside like an old doll that a child was playing with harshly,the woman never had any courtesy for me or any care,and yet I stayed for so long, because I was to afriad to escape.

My mind snaps back to reality, but my sight is weak my eyes feel sore my head is pounding, the gunshots... they were still there but slowly fading, the end of this havoc was near, but still my mind couldn't handle the screams I heard, as my visions went blurry to the point where I could only see slivers of it , and where I mostly had to rely on my hearing but even then what could I hear over the screams,and cries. The havoc I was about to release was destructive but then again, there was no way to suppress it, I was over the edge, tired ,and afraid.

As I stood there overtaken by bloodlust, almost sightless ,only relying on my hearing to help me, I heard screams that only I could cause from my nen ability,the screams of someone having their blood twisted while it was still in their body. The screaming fades ,but the shots continue as I hear more screams ,again the blood curdling screams of the blood being twisted and turned in abnormal ways, I couldn't see what I was doing only feel my hands moving just barley, the only thing I saw was Machi staring at me in wonder and the faint voice of Franklin "She killed 36 people in under 20 seconds. Is that a new record or somethin?" I wanted to smile into this feeling of accomplishment, but at the same time I couldn't as I felt remorse ,because they didn't deserve to die at my hand or at all.

Machi pov:

"Y/n! You good?" I ask her eyes are blackend she stands there with cracks of crimson in her skin before darting her eyes to me softening them,like she didn't instead to hurt anyone, almost like it was an accident. I look at her right as she backs out onto the pavment road the crimson around her eyes  ,fade and her eyes seem to have returned to normal when I went to look at them. But one things for sure she did set a new record and Feitan is gonna hate it.

End of pov

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Re edited july 17th!




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