title - i love u
warnings - none <3
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( y/n )
"ugly whore" i mutter looking at vinnie he just ignores me, i roll my eyes standing up, out of his bed. who invites their girl best friend over just to make them watch you play video games?
"where are you going?" vinnie whines after checking his stream comments i roll my eyes walking towards the door.
"home vinnie, i'm not sitting here all night just to watch you fucking stream. if you didn't wanna be alone while playing video games you could've asked someone else i missed a fucking date for you" i state rolling my eyes, he shuts his stream off before standing up.
"i'm sorry please don't go" he says taking my hands and i roll my eyes pushing him away.
"no! i stood with you while you dated nai, i hid my stupid feelings and watched you date some girl, and every fucking night when you didn't call me crying because YOU weren't happy i cried! why? because i had to watch the guy i love get hurt" i yell gesturing my hands around the air, god if my mother saw me doing this she'd laugh, but i loved vinnie and he didn't even notice. was i not that obvious about it?
"i have been in love with you since the 9th grade vinnie, but your to stupid to realize it. everyone knew even our teachers sat us at the same tables because they thought we were gonna get together and then when you started dating all those girls i made them keep me away from you" i yell and he looks down,
"and when my fucking sister committed i told you she moved to texas with her boyfriend, because you weren't stable and i couldn't go to you because you were heartbroken" i say starting to cry when i mention my sister, he frowns before pulling me into a hug.
"i'm so sorry (y/n)" he says kissing my head, "but your pretty stupid too" he says and i wipe my face before hitting him.
"ow! let me explain! i only dated those girl because you started dating jacob and i was jealous because i loved and still love you" he states and i smirk before leaning up on my tippy toes to kiss him.
he smiles into the kiss before wrapping his arms around me again, his left hand making its way to my ass, while the other made its way to my hair.
"please don't go" he whispers and i smile, "only if i get cuddles" i mumble into his neck. "deal" he says picking me up and carrying me to his bed, "hey y/n?" he asks and i hum into his chest.
"be my girlfriend" he asks and i smile nodding, i eventually drift off to sleep smiling as the guy i've loved since forever was now my boyfriend.
authors note
i absolutely hate this
published: june 2021
