✎ | includes | ⤵︎ ❑ abuse ❑ talks about child abuse ❑ also includes mommy issues, idk if that'll upset ppl but.
⇢please do not read if these topics make you uncomfortable. </3
don't tell me you love me. one sentence that always crossed my mind after a fight with my mother. i had mommy issues and everyone knew. it wasn't a shock, vinnie my bestfriend himself knew as he was always picked up when i needed him.
i stare at myself in the mirror behind me, this fight had finally made me crack, i finally cried for once. and of course my mother made sure to take advantage of it. see ever since my father left she changed. i never understood why he left or when my brother would escape to his friends house. but now i do.
i quickly grab my phone, air pods and board before exiting through my window, we lived in a bungalow so the drop wasn't too bad. i make my way to the skate park hopefully this'll relieve some of my pain.
i quickly curse seeing vinnie and his friends, they were popular and i wasn't i stay out of drama and stayed alone. before i can leave someone calls my name.
"y/n" someone calls making sigh i don't turn around, and i keep my head dropped, maybe this wasn't a good idea.
"hey y/n/n whats wrong" he asked touching my shoulder making me wince in pain i'm pretty sure my mother dislocated it to be honest.
"for fuck sakes, what else did she do?" he ask moving in front of me and slowly lifting my head up, his eyes widen seeing my tear stained face and bloodshot red eyes, he quickly but carefully pulls me into a massive hug.
i find myself eventually crying into vinnie's chest, he rubs my bruised back softly i soon calm down pulling away from the hug. "m'sorry" i whisper and he furrows his brows, "why're you sorry?" he asks confused.
"i'm a mess vinnie look it me, you could be spending time with your popular friends but you chose me out of all people and i don't understand why" i say and he sighs taking my head into his hands.
"y/n, you should never apologize for something like that, you can't control what she does to you, and to be honest i love seeing you like this obviously not in pain but i love how you trust me enough to come to me when your crying or really sad, and i love you so fucking much so please just come move in with me? i talked to my parents and they now know your situation and they were the ones who suggested you move in so if your comfortable with it let me know" he says and by the end of his little speech im smiling.
"i'll move in" i say smiling, he hugs me being careful not to touch my shoulder to hard, he placed a kiss to my head and i smiled like an idiot.
authors note 1) part 2?
2) i understand that i used and imagine off of tumblr yesterday because i didn't feel like writing, i did put full credits to the author themselves. the amount of pm's i got of people yelling at me for it was unbelievable. y'all were trying to tell me i wasn't putting creds and that i was stealing. in no way should i have received death threats after me telling you i wasn't going to unpublished my book. if you're not the author please do not try and tell me to take it down. if i had received a pm or even a dm on my wattpad instagram account i would have the imagine down in literal seconds. please realize what some of you are sending is not okay in the slightest bit.
i have taken it down just because of the things i'm being sent, thank you to all of the people who have stayed with me even after everything. i really appreciate y'all a lot.
