title - death
warnings - none <3
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( y/n )
i wiped my tears as i sat down in front of my dead boyfriends grave, vinnie died in a car crash 2 weeks after I found out I was pregnant, cole our son was now a year old tomorrow.
"Josh left to sell clothes" i sniffle at the thought of my close friend, he had left after the whole nessa and jaden situation.
"Jaden works down by the coast, Bryce two kids, but lives alone, People say Anthony overdosed" i continue filling the love of my life in on our friends and how they were doing from the time i was updated.
"Kio's already on his second wife, Griffin's just barely getting by, but" I cry, "These people raised me" i cry thinking of all the memories my friends and i had, from family dinners to introducing vinnie to my friends who were considered my family.
i watch the flowers flow for a bit just enjoying the time i was well i don't know but sitting with my dead boyfriend was relaxing. i wish cole could've met vinnie but as everyone says things happen for a reason.
i decide its time to go home, so i kiss my fingers before pressing them to the tombstone, i lightly cry letting a chuckle out. vinnie wouldn't have wanted this, he wouldn't have wanted to be buried in some cemetery he wouldn't have wanted me to stay single.
he would've wanted me to find someone new, that would be good with cole, that would make me happy and support me and who i was, he would've wanted me to be happy with him and he would've wanted to be happy with his son.
i say a little prayer for vinnie before making my way to the exit, should i move on? would it be smart to? what would maria and nate think? what would everyone else think?
'god i can't wait to go home'
authors note
i don't like this one
published: june 2021
