Once me and Jordan stop I feel sore and weak. it was fun. just like when I was young.
I told them that I was going to sleep for a bit.
I grab my book and I flip to a page.
March 2001,
I have been with Jordan. we went to train. when we were about to leave coach seen us. he wasn't angry. but I had a bruised arm and Jordan's hands were blood red. it was fun. just me and him. I wish that Miranda was with us. she is sick and Alexis was helping her feel better. there not really sure what was wrong.
Georgia is also sick. but she's worse. I'm really worried about her. she's like a mother To me. well... best friend. I really hope that she's going to be better.
I've been thinking about my parents lately. Who were they? if I ever do meet them I would want to tell them this :
Hello, I'm Amanda Edwards. I love to fight, I know everything about my pack, I have been waiting to meet you. I hope you like to run and fight! I don't like to start a fight. just to end it. My friend Jordan is very protective and supportive when it comes to fighting. I want to know more about you.
I have to go now. Jordan just told me that we need to go see Miranda and Georgia now.
This is my journey
I flip the page there's more. It's a picture that's hand-drawn of a wolf.
Did I draw that?
I don't think I did because I'm not really great at drawing.
I know exactly who drew this.Georgia.
I flip to another page.
May 2001,
Sadly Georgia died today. I don't know what to do with myself. She's gone. But not forever.
The reason why people are sad after a loved one has passed it because they became attached to that person. That's why we love others. We become attached and we hold into that grasp and never let go. But sometimes we eventually have to let go. It could be years from now or a few days.
I knew Georgia wasn't feeling good. I haven't been myself today. I've just been in my room alone. Jordan came in with Miranda. she's recovering. but slightly. I don't want anything to happen to Miranda like Georgia. Georgia was brave and so lovable. ill miss her deeply. Jordan's tried to bring me to the training room. I scream no at him. so we sat in here and talked about things.
I'm trying to pick up the pieces that I have dropped.
I have been trying really hard.
This is my journey.
I get up and I walk out of my room.
I'm going to max. I don't care if he gets angry at me.
I knock on his door once I get there.
Max! I say still knocking.
The door opens.
What are doing up? Abby says.
I needed to talk to max. I say.
Abigail we'll talk later. max says.
Goodnight. Abby says walking out of the room.
Once Abby leaves the room. I sit down.
Max what was Abby doing here? I say.
We were just talking about the other pack the one that Ashley and Ian came from. Max says.
How do you know there names? Did you do anything to them? I say.
No. No. Nothing like that. Abigail told me that there related to you. So I won't harm them. Max says.
Is Abby lying to me?
But she told me that she wouldn't tell you! I say.
I know that Amanda! I don't want to put you in harms way! I care about you! He says raising his voice.
I stay quiet for a few minutes.
Max...I'm sorry...I came in here so I could show you something. I say.
What is it? He says.
It's the last thing that Georgia made me. I say.
Georgia? She drew you something? Max says.
Yes, lot of things but I only have one left. I say.
Do you have it? He says.
Yes it's in this book I say putting the book in front of me.
I thought I burnt that book? He says.
You did. But not enough to destroy it. I say flipping to the page with the wolf on it.
I show him the wolf.
Georgia drew that for you? Max says
Before the innocent. I say
I can't remind him of Georgia's death. It's sad.
She loved being here and with you. I say.
He put his hands on his face and says she was someone different. That's what I loved about her.
I know. I just wanted to show you this. I say.
Do you know why I threw that book away? He says.
Because you seen too much of our lives in here and all of the things that I knew about our pack. I say.
Correct but there was something else in there that you didn't see. He says.
I hand him the book. He flips to the last page.
Read this he says.
Dear Amanda,
I want to give you this book so you could write all about your wonderful life. I hope that I could know more about my daughter. If you meet me then bring this with you.
Love,
Your father
Jason Edwards.My father? Jason gave me this book? I though Georgia gave it to me? I say.
She went through my things that I have of yours and found that. She knew I was going to be angry. Once I seen you smiling more then I just let you keep it. But once I seen what you put in it...I had to do something with it so no one could read it. I burnt it and I threw it over the wall. Max says.
Then how did Jordan find it all these years? I say.
I'm not really sure. He says.
I hear sirens blaring.
I run out of the room.
It's to loud.
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𝔐𝔶 𝔍𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢𝔶 [✔] { Book 1 in The Journey Series } [DRAFT]
Hombres LoboWARNING! This book was written over nine and a half years ago! My writing has improved greatly and I suggest reading the somewhat "Second Draft" of this book., but you can still read this book. THIS IS A FIRST DRAFT! Amanda Edwards, cunning, selfle...