TWICE ONE SHOTS

12 MIDNIGHT (SAIDA)

"I don't get it. You were acting like my girlfriend but now what? You're telling me that it was nothing? You're telling me that you were just playing and fooling around?" The girl said, she wiped her tears and faced the other girl again.

"Well yes, you succeeded, you won! You fooled me" She slightly pushed the other girl when the latter was trying to reached out for her hand.

"Why, Sana? Why you gave me hopes? I thought you liked me too since you were acting like a jealous girlfriend everytime I'm talking to someone else" The girl uttered with her weak voice, her voice cracks.

"You shouldn't do that! I'm hurt! It hurts like hell!" She shouted in pain.

"I.. I'm sorry Dahyun I di-" Sana couldn't finished it when Dahyun cutted her words,

"You didn't mean to? What do you mean you didn't mean to? You didn't mean to give me hopes, or to look like I'm a fool?" Dahyun uttered, she took a step back.

"You made me happy with your acts, moves and everything. Not knowing at the end of this you'll make me sad and will break my heart into a thousand pieces." Dahyun's tears still streaming out of her eyes.

"You are selfish. You are unfair. You wanted to be happy, you did it for your own satisfaction and you didn't mind my feelings"

Nice breeze, beautiful moon and stars.

Does watching fireworks at 12 midnight really need to have this scene? Because if yes, then it's not ideal to watch it at this hour.

Blue, red, orange and every color you wanted to name are visible in the night sky because of fireworks.

Satisfying noise, satisfying pain.

"I do like you!" Sana shouted when Dahyun turned her back to walk away,

"Yeah. You've said that too! You 'liked' me but you didn't mean it" Dahyun said when she stopped walking, she just looked at Sana over her shoulder.

"I'm sorry. I thought you knew me so well, I thought you know that I only want attention and affection," Sana reasoned out that made Dahyun face the latter again. Dahyun wiped her tears over and over,

"That's what I thought. Yeah, I thought I knew you SO WELL"  Dahyun said emphasizing the last two words.

"I told you that I'm not ready yet, I'm not ready to be in a relationship" Sana uttered with her weak voice, she's sorry for Dahyun for taking all of the things she have done seriously and for putting meanings on it.

"You and your selfish heart, I want to hate you" Dahyun whispered,

"Of course, now it's my fault, right? No, just my wrong but not my fault Sana" Dahyun is a crying mess right now, she doesn't know what to do anymore.

"I'm sorry. I don't want you to leave me, please, Dahyun." Sana speaks with her heart,

"I'm not going to leave 'cause I'm martyr. But, I can't promise to act like how I acted before when you were not giving me hopes yet" Dahyun said in a low voice,

"I wanted to hate you but I can't. I wanted to leave you but I can't. I wanted to hurt you too but I can't because I love you so much that even it's killing me it's all fine," She looked up at the sky, Dahyun slowly closed her eyes causing her tears to trail down to her cheeks.

"Please, don't act like those again, Sana. I also want attention and affection but I wouldn't dare to use someone for my own satisfaction. Please" Sana can hear Dahyun sniffling, it hurts.

"It's ok if you want to hate me, but please don't leave me, Dahyun. I can't! I can't be alone" Sana took a step forward,

"That explains how selfish you are, Sana. I'm not going to" Dahyun faced Sana, they're so close.

"I know" Sana said with her voice full of guilt.

"As much as I wanted to leave but then I realized," Dahyun paused she smiled sadly,

"You are my home, Sana"

Sana broke into tears, her sniffles were loud.

"But I know, I ain't your home."

That truth breaks her more. The penetrating light from above is overwhelming. It made her cry even more.

"I want to be alone atleast for now. Please, don't follow me. Take care" Dahyun said then turned her back from Sana, Sana was about to run to Dahyun but someone held and pulled her left hand.

"N-nayeon..." Sana uttered, enough for Dahyun to hear it. Dahyun stopped but eventually continued walking away from her bestfriend.

Nayeon pulled Sana and hugged the latter so tight.

"It's alright" said by the girl whom Sana liked,

"I don't think so" her voice was weak, her whole body is weak.

People won't recommend watching fireworks at 12 midnight again after watching a heartbreaking scene a while ago.

Dahyun walked and walked until she reaches her house. Her eyes were swollen, her heart is broken.

"I just realized it now, that even from the start I'm not going to win something, 'cause there's nothing to win of" Dahyun said to herself,

"My sister is always the one whom they choose. What's wrong with me?" Dahyun asked herself. She entered her house and found something on the center table she took and read it,

"It wasn't my intention to love the person you love. Game over. I won, Dahyun.

                                XOXO: Nayeon"

Dahyun crumpled the paper and throw it on the trash can. She smiled sadly.

"Atleast she begged for me to stay" she smirked.

"Everything is going to be fine, I've been here for nth times. I'm gonna act like it's nothing.."

"Game over."

Maybe she's fine. Just maybe.

What hurts the most is when you feel like you were treated like an object but not a subject.

You were played and you were fooled but they acted like they are not guilty for playing and fooling you.

This feeling sucks. This pain is overwhelming.

Let's cut lives. I'm gonna end mine- Goodbye.

  -This has been posted on SaiDa Crumbs Page (FB), and of course I wanna share it with you guys here. 😚🧡

        -Yeppeu Misul ✍️🧡