~A Rather Dark Love~

Chapter: 11

( Paralyzed- NF)

(T.W.T BLOOD SELF HARM, VIOLENCE I AM NOT PROMOTING ANY OF THESE ACTIONS YOU SO DON'T THINK THIS IS NORMAL TO DO, THIS COULD CAUSE YOU IMMENSE PAIN AND SERIOUS INJURIES)

I had no feelings left. I ran into the bathroom breaking the center mirror. I grabbed a piece of glass from the shattered mirror and started cutting slits down my arm. I had done this many times before so it helped. I wasn't scared to do it but it's not enough. Then I thought about who I might harm by doing this. I dropped the glass from my hand making it shatter even more. I tried walking away but the pain gave me relief.  Thoughts kept filling my brain " Draco Cedric asked me to be his girlfriend." " Draco just do it she doesn't love you." " She's with me." " She'll never love you." They just kept coming and coming. It's killing me. I ran back to my room and started pulling at my hair.

I had been sitting on the ice-cold floor for what seemed like forever, just pulling my hair, letting my thoughts get the worst of me. Then I heard knocks coming from the door. " DRACO OPEN THE DANM DOOR!" Danmit it's Blaise. I covered up the cuts on my arm right before he slammed the door open. He wiped the sweat off of his head then noticed me on the ground. " Draco you look awful." I looked at myself in the mirror across the room and saw tear stains running down my cheeks. I would still be crying but I have wasted all of my tears. " Hey, Draco are you okay?" No, I'm not but I didn't tell him. " Yeah, I'm fine." That's the biggest lie I have ever told.

Blaise's pov

I came back from dinner and went to my dorm. I tried to open it but it wouldn't work. " DRACO OPEN THE DANM DOOR!" I yelled but I got no response, so I used all of my body weight and slammed against the door. It flew open and I nearly fell over. I looked down and saw Draco on the floor. He had stains on his face, his eyes were red, and he had hair on the floor.  What happened? " Draco you look awful." I stated. Shit, why do I have to be so stupid? I asked him if he was okay and he responded with  " Yeah, I'm fine." I know that was a lie but I could tell he was hurting so I didn't bother. I grabbed my clothes and headed towards the bathroom. As I opened the door and saw glass shards all over the place. " What the hell happened?" I muttered.