moving out

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Asher's Pov
I come home to see if Alexa is here and I run upstairs and into my room. I walk in and see her sitting on my bed with tears running down her face with the letter in her hand. She looks up at me.

"So you knew everything?" she asks sounding hurt.

I quickly sit down next to her and grab her hand which she hesitantly tries to move but doesn't.

"I did. I didn't want to keep it from you, I was gonna give it to you. I promise." I say.

"Then why didn't you. You had a week to give it to me. So why didn't you?" she asks with tears running down her face.

"Why do you think Lex. He explained why he left and what he's giving you. He left you and your mom because he had another family. He told you that he left you, his family, for another family. I didn't want you to feel like he left you because you weren't good enough as a family for him. The fact that he's come back now and giving you cars and a house and a shit ton of money isn't going to cover up the fact that his only way of making up for the shit ton of pain he cause you is by giving you stuff for free." I admit.

She looks up at me.

"How come he don't want me Ash?" she asks before bursting into tears.

I wrap my arms round her waist and she wraps hers round my neck. She buries her head into my chest and I place my head on top of hers giving it a kiss.

"He can't handle the fact that he lost you in the first place." I whisper into her ear before pulling her away from me.

"Did you mean it?" I ask with tears running from my eyes.

"What?"

"When you said you didn't think you could trust me." I say letting more tears escape from my eyes.

She looks at me then shakes her head.

"No, I didn't. I was just mad." she says.

"Thank god I don't know what I would do if you lost trust in me." I say.

Alexa's Pov
"Asher." I say looking at him.

"Yes Alexa."

"Please can you just trust me on something and not be mad?" I ask hopefully.

"Always." he says smiling.

"I'm going to move out for a month or two." I say.

"What?" he asks looking sad.

"I just want to see the place and see if I can find anything out. There's so much I don't know and I want to know Ash. I'll move back in in a few months but I'm just going to move out tomorrow night." I say.

"Promise you'll come back, I know it sounds stupid because you're gonna be a couple blocks away but promise you'll move right back in?" he asks.

"I couldn't lie to my best friend now could I." I laugh through the tears.

"I'm gonna miss you Lex." Asher says crying.

"Relax Ash I'm not dying." I say.

"I know but I got so used to having you around that you help me control myself." he says shaking his head.

That night we spent the night watching movies and playing with our food and acting like idiots. I'm going to miss Asher as my roommate but I have to find out some stuff about my Dad. I know he's got to be hiding something.

The next evening
"I'm gonna miss you sweetheart." Asher's Fad says hugging me.

"Don't worry I'll be moving back in in 1-2 months." I say hugging him back.

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