i don't think i'm very good at singing. some tell me otherwise. i'd love to be good, but in all honesty i'm happy like this. i love to sing, i'm always learning songs and my head is like a radio. i don't talk too much, not about how i'm really feeling. i do sometimes, but only to one particular person. i've got leftover emotions, so i pour them away into lyrics. you can always tell how i am by what i do or don't sing.
read my mind by the killers- things are Very Bad
runaways by the killers- this is a code red situation
not singing- my depressive episode has launched me off the rails
i don't sound very good, but i feel so much better. it's the one thing i rely on. a constant in my ever-changing world that stops me going insane. i've sung since i was small and music has always surrounded me. it comforts me, like an enveloping cloud that feels like home. i don't know how to describe the feeling of finding a song that you can sing that's just perfect. the lyrics, the tune, the key. when it all matches. it feels like magic and i love it. i've found songs that i just connect to and i never stop singing them. i want to tell their story a million times over, i want to hit that note, match that tune. i just want to sing.
