I just want to be the one you love (h.h.j x l.f.l)

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Felix's pov

I have to tell him today.

I've liked him for so long. He has to at least know that I'm gay..

I mean, my friends are gay. So why would he care, right?

I sat up from the bed and dialed his number.

"Hey h-hyunjin"

"Hey lix whats up?"

"Do you want to come over later, for drinks and w-whatever?"

"You got it. I'll brink beer."

"O-ok. Bye"

I hung up the phone.

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I opened the door to see the hottest man in the world.

God keep yourself together yongbok I thought biting my lip.

"Hey beautiful." Hyunjin sarcastically said.

"H-Hey" I nervously said. At least Hyunjin didn't notice.

We sat on the floor in my new apartment.

"S-so" I finally spoke.

"Did you hear that Chan and Binnie got together?" I questioned.

"Pfff what?!" Hyunjin spat out his beer all over my new carpet.

"Y-yeah. I think they look cute together." I smiled, placing my palm on my cheek.

"Hahahaha I don't." Hyunjin laughed loudly.

"I mean, good for them or whatever. I just don't like gay people, they weird me out.  they always~ have a crush on me, like I know I'm attractive or whatever it just pisses me off. I'm surprised our friends didn't try something on me.. although I did get some feeling from Seungmin you know?" Hyunjin did the 🧐 face, talking a little too fast than normal.

I was shocked. He never said this to our friends, he said he supported them,
h-he was lying??

Hyunjin noticed my face..

"Hey hey. I still love them, not like that. But don't tell them I said that. I only say what's on my mind to you." He smirked, brushing his hair back.

"W-why?" I stuttered, afraid to hear the answer.

"Because your my best friend"

That sentence hurt my heart. There's no way in hell I'm going to tell him tonight.

"Anyways, what do you want to tell me?" My eyes widened at Hyunjin's statement.

"H-huh? I-I don't have anything to tell you..." I looked up at him.

"What did I just say. You are my best friend! I know when you have something on your mind."

"O-oh"

"Ok then" I situated myself to completely face Hyunjin.

"Well. I-I'm ga-" I got cut off by Hyunjin's phone ringing.

Thank god.

"Hold on beautiful, let me take this call real quick." Hyunjin went to the bathroom to answer the phone.

"Hey sorry. What were you- felix?"

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hey bitches i'm editing this now so if your reading this... your lucky 😋