I just want to be the one you love (h.h.j x l.f.l)

11

Felix's pov

What the hell?

Changbin???

HES TAKEN

I looked at him disgusted "what??"

"Don't look at me like that.." Hyunjin looked down.

"I know it's messed up. I know he already loves someone. I just need to get over him.."

If I were a normal person, I would probably be crying.

But I don't feel emotions anymore:))

"S-say something Felix.." he looked up at my blank face.

"It's fine." I shrugged.

"Felix why have you been acting like this!?" Hyunjin stood up.

I shrugged again. feeling the urge to either tease him, or kill him.

"What happened between us? What did I do??" slight concern filled his body.

I stood up. "Not everything is about you Hyunjin. Maybe i'm going through MY OWN stuff? Did you ever think that I might have an actual life?" I sarcastically said.

"Lix... I know you have a life. I just don't understand why you've been sad and angry recently.." Hyunjin slowly said.

I closed my eyes. "Maybe because no one actually cares for me. My own parents don't care for me, not to mention my mom is a slut and my 'dad' was my raper. None of my friends actually care for me cause their too busy fucking their other. And people just think 'I'm sad' when really no ones taken into consideration that there might actually be wrong in my head?"

I felt tears flowing down my cheeks.

"Can I stay the night?" hyunjin placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Whatever" I said wiping the tears.

"One more think lix."

"What?"

"Can you not tell anyone that I like Changbin?"