Felix's pov
What the fuck?
I ran over to the boys and punched hyunjin right in the face.
"What the fuck Hyunjin??"
He touched his face. "What li-"
He looked at me in confusion. He turned around to a very worried Changbin.
His eyes widened. "Wait Lix!! It's not-"
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK?"
"THE FIRST TIME IM ACTUALLY HAPPY AND IT'S ALL BEEN A LIE??" I screamed.
I wasn't even drunk anymore..
"No no baby!! I promise. I thought this was you!!" Hyunjin tried to explain.
"HOW DO YOU NOT KNOW IT WAS CHANGBIN? YOU MADE OUT WITH HIM FOR FUCKS SAKE!!"
Changbin was shaking, he started crying.
The rest of the boys ran outside when he heard loud noises.
I picked up a piece of glass from the broken beer bottle and threw it at Hyunjin.
He dodged it and ran over to me.
"Love! Please listen to me!!"
"STOP FUCKING CALLING ME THAT" I yelled, punching his chest.
Chan ran over to me and pulled me away from Hyunjin.
"Felix! Get ahold of yourself!!"
I pushed Chan off me. "DID YOU SEE WHAT THEY DID? DID YOU? HUH??" I yelled.
Chan slowly walked towards me. "It's ok lix, they probably-"
"THEY FUCKING MADE OUT. THE BOY HYUNJIN LIKED FOR A LONG TIME. THE SAME BOY WHO HAS A BOYFRIEND."
Chan stayed silent. Looking down a bit.
The boys looked at Hyunjin and Changbin in disgust.
"Please guys understand us..." Hyunjin said.
"What the fuck hyunjin?" Minho sternly said.
Changbin was still shaking. Han walked over to him and consoled him.
"please guys! Let me explain what happened!! Lix please listen to me!" Hyunjin begged.
"I can't fucking do this." I rubbed my temples.
I grabbed another piece of glass and brought it to my arm.
I looked at it. Hm looks familiar?🤨
"Felix.." Seungmin touched the arm holding the glass.
"What are you doing Felix..?"
"Don't touch me!" I threw him off me.
The boys backed away.
"Felix..."
"Felix calm down please.."
I looked at them. "I CANT FUCKING CALM DOWN!"
they looked at me with concern. "Lix please.."
"NO I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE."
"I WANT TO BE DONE. LET ME BE DONE TRYING. IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF TRYING. IM DONE. I'm...done"
I swiped the glass across my wrist.
Slitting it....
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Ahaha😀😬
So like sorry ig
He's not dead don't worry.
This kinda escalated to a point were Idek how it will end.
Hope you like this chapter:))
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I just want to be the one you love (h.h.j x l.f.l)
FanfictionLee Felix and Hwang Hyunjin have been friends for years. Felix started developing feelings towards the other. He decided that he should come out as gay. Bad idea.... YO: so this is my first book, don't expect much from this. My others are hopefully...
