I just want to be the one you love (h.h.j x l.f.l)

3

Felix's pov
I woke up on the couch.

I was back at my apartment, maybe it was just a dream?

I looked at my phone.

270 missed calls from Hyunjin.
50 text messages from Hyunjin.

Never mind.

I walked out of the apartment complex and made my way to a nearby park.

I sat on one of the swings and swayed quietly, completely lost in my thoughts.

I didn't feel like talking, I didn't feel like seeing anyone...

"Hey, yeah I'm looking for him but I- Felix!!!" I heard Hyunjin in the distance.

Fuck

He ran over to me and hugged me tight.

"Where the hell were you?! You disappeared! I thought you got kidnapped!!" Hyunjin panted, bending down to catch his breath.

"I just went to see Changbin that's all." I simply said.

"Oh. Well why didn't you tell me? you just left outta no where?!" he chuckled. I shrugged.

"Are you mad at me?" Hyunjin pouted.

"No"

"Then why are you acting like this?" Hyunjin asked, getting angrier each question.

I shrugged again.

"Is it something I said?" Hyunjin kept asking. he brought his hand up to my shoulder, giving it a 'reassuring' squeeze.

I closed my eyes, trying not to explode again. "No Hyunjin" i slowly removed his hand, feeling the urge to chock him with it.

"But I can tell there is something wrong-"

"YES THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG. YOU CAN'T TALK ABOUT FRIENDS LIKE THAT, DON'T BE A BITCH HYUNJIN. IF YOU HATE GAY PEOPLE THEN DON'T BE FRIENDS WITH US." I blurted out, this time I didn't cover my mouth.

"Why did you say us?"

I sighed like a brat. "was that all you heard?!?"

he came closer to me. "tell me why the fuck you said us!!?" his eyes started darkening.

"BECAUSE I'M GAY HYUNJIN. OK??!" i yelled out, closing my eyes shut.

Hyunjin's eyes widened.

"Is this true?"

"Leave Hyunjin." I pointed to the exit of the playground.

"Answer my question."

"LEAVE HYUNJIN"

"ANWER MY QUESTION" Hyunjin raised his voice, pushing me hastily.

"YES. DID YOU NOT HEAR WHAT I SAID"

Hyunjin slapped me across the face.

"I'm not going to be friends with a fag" he spat on me.

"Whoever said I wanted to be friends with a homophobe?" I cockily said, trying to regain the remaining confidence i had.

I punched his right cheek.

"Leave Hyunjin" I sternly said again.

"You're a bitch Felix." Hyunjin started to walk away.

i smiled cheekily. "he shouldn't be talking! lemme bet, 2 weeks! yesss!! 2 weeks and he'll come out to me!" i mumbled, high-fiving myself like a psychopath at a kids playground.

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