I just want to be the one you love (h.h.j x l.f.l)

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Felix's pov
What the hell am I doing? I thought as I ran out of my apartment.

I started running in the direction to changbin's place, i just needed a hug.

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I arrived at Changbin's apartment and knock on the door.

I was greeted with Chan shirtless.

"Hey lix!" Chan exclaimed, maybe I shouldn't have come here.

"H-hey Chan." I looked down.

"Is everything ok bub?"

I started to break down. I didn't mean too, I just couldn't control myself.

"Woah woah. It's ok baby! Let's get you inside yeah?" Chan pulled me inside the comfortable apartment.

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Chan and I sat on the couch.

Changbin walked into the living room. "Hey lix! What's wrong?"

He came over to me and rubbed my back as I reassured him I was fine.

"T-there's... nothing w-wrong... guys" I struggled saying.

"You don't have to tell us baby. But we'll listen if you want to." Chan wiped the tears from my cheeks.

"I-I uhh... like guys" I whispered.

Chan and Changbin's eyes widened.

"You're gay!?!" The boys asked.

"Y-yeah" I smiled a little.

"Lix that's awesome! Congratulations!!" The couple hugged me tight.

"Now we just need Hyunjin to be gay! then the whole squad will be gay as hell!!" Chan chuckled, he quickly stopped when he saw my smile drop.

"Is everything ok with you two?" Chan asked.

"Y-yeah.. we're fine.." I slowly said, trying not to have an episode.

"Are you sure?-

"YES I'M SURE STOP BRINGING IT UP" I blurted out.

I immediately covered my mouth. The couple has seen me like this before so they weren't too surprised, nor hurt by my behavior.

"Ok bubs. We won't bring it up anymore" Changbin slowly said.

"I-I'm sorry." I whispered.

"It's ok Felix!"

"All I'm saying is that you can talk to us.." Chan explained.

I closed my eyes. "Please don't make me..."

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damn how do y'all read this shit??