Lacuna . k.sj.

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Namjoon and the members would do anything to make Jin feel happy and loved .

" Ugh..." Seokjin woke up with a terrible headache, his head was literally killing him and he felt really uncomfortable.  As Seokjin looked around his hospital room, he remembered yesterday's events.  He felt really ashamed and sad, he really wanted to try and open up to the therapist but couldn't because of the panic attack, but Jin was really glad that Namjoon was with him as he knew how to deal with panic attacks pretty well.

"Good morning, Mr Kim " Jin's trail of thoughts were cut off by the doctor who was entering into the room.
"Good morning " Jin replied weakly
"Are you feeling better after a good night's sleep? I think you may have a headache. " the doctor said
"Oh yes. I feel better but I do have a pretty bad headache. "
The doctor nodded his head and said, " I'll inform the nurse about your headache . Ummmm...can I ask you something Mr Kim? "

Jin could clearly sense the hesitation in the doctor's voice and he immediately understood that the question was probably about his therapy session.
He nodded his head and sighed

" Don't worry Mr Kim, there is a good news for you. You are physically healthy so, you'll be discharged tomorrow, you can go back home by tomorrow morning."
Replied the doctor

Jin looked at the doctor with a surprised expression and a smile blossomed on his face .

"Thankyou so much. I'm really glad."

Seok-jin replied, barely able to hide his excitement. He was really happy to go back home, even though the members always came to visit him, he still missed their house very much.

"But don't forget to eat healthy foods and please try to increase your calorie intake. I know it would be hard for you but your friends will help you go through it. And you don't need to go to therapy until you feel comfortable."

Jin sighed once more, he still felt a bit guilty. He really wanted to be better but opening up to a stranger was really unsettling for him.
" Thanks doctor. I'll keep that in mind."

The doctor smiled and bowed his head as he exited​ the room, leaving Seok-Jin alone with a head full of thoughts.

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* Yoongi's POV*

I was woken up from my slumber by Hoseok's loud screams of joy.

"Why are you screaming so loudly in the morning!?" I yelled at him as I got up from bed .

Hobi opened his mouth to reply but was cut off by Taehyung

"Jinnie-hyung will come back tomorrow! He is discharged!"

Tae yelled happily and ran off to inform the good news to the others who were probably still asleep.

I was surprised and extremely happy at the same time.
It was so lonely and quiet without him.
Our room felt empty and cold nowadays as Jin-hyung was not on his bed waiting for me to return from my studio anymore.
I missed his cooking a lot too.
The boys , including me were always in a bad mood as we were always in our studios writing lyrics or practicing. We all needed something to distract ourselves from the fact that Jin-hyung tried to end his life so, we all overworked ourselves a lot.

As Jimin was still recovering, he didn't come to practices as much and he was the one who made sure that we at least slept for three hours a day. I'm really thankful for that or else we would've fallen sick by now. 

I was now heading to the kitchen to make breakfast , it felt weird to cook alone, im so used to seeing Seokjin-hyung cook for us in the morning. I miss the way he used to greets us in the morning with a smile, he used to tell us corny jokes that I pretended to hate. I miss all of that...I miss my hyung.
But I'm really happy with the news of his return.

The sound of laughter cut off my trail of thoughts, the members were all awake and I could feel the happiness radiating off them as they entered the kitchen.

I gently smiled , today was going to be a good day.

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Jin was now sitting up in his bed , the members had called him and he was happy to hear them talking so happily about his return. It made him feel wanted and loved.

He was glad to go back home so that he can be with the boys but he was also grateful for the fact that he could now practice, he felt horrible for not practicing and wasting his time laying in the hospital bed. He sighed, Jin knew that all these thoughts were not good but he couldn't help it.
He just didn't want to be compared to the others anymore...he just wanted to be perfect...
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Jin was now taking a walk around the hospital grounds after eating his lunch. The members were gonna come after an hour so he wanted to take a quick stroll and get some fresh air before that.
He remembered the little girl called Hae-won when he saw the big cherry blossom tree and smiled at the memory. He was grateful for her friendship and kept the handkerchief safe in his suitcase.

As he was walking around with a head full of thoughts , a scream startled him.

"Is that Kim SeokJin of BTS!?"

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