Lacuna . k.sj.

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Jin set up his camera and started the live.

"Hello everyone "

Jin was taken aback by the amount of views he had as he only just started the live 

"I hope everyone is doing well. I missed you guys alot. " Jin continued with a smile.

Seokjin noticed a lot of positive comments and felt thankful for the ARMYS who were supporting him.

"We are here to explain somethings to you all, right hyung?" Jimin said, cutting Jin's trail of thoughts.

"Ah...yes. As you all know, I was not well and had to be admitted for a few days. I'm feeling much better now so don't worry ...but we all will be taking a small break. We all need some time to relax so, I hope you understand. "

Jin spoke and looked at Jimin as he was not sure as to what more he was supposed to say.

Jimin noticed this and started speaking ,

" We are talking a break but don't worry, we will quickly come back with many new surprises for you guys! "

Jimin's enthusiasm and positivity made Jin smile, but that smile was quickly replaced by a frown as he read one of the comments,

"Seokjin is holding everyone back! I am sure that this break is all because of him."

After reading that comment Seokjin started feeling guilty again , he knew that the news would receive hate but still he couldn't help but feel bad.

Some minutes passed and they were now talking about some funny things, Seokjin was starting to feel a bit better and he was glad to see many supportive and funny comments.

" Jin please move aside, we can't see Jimin. No one really wants to see your face, I am here only because of Jimin. "

Jin sighed heavily after reading that comment and moved aside so that Jimin was more visible.
Jimin noticed that and send his hyung a questioning look but Jin just shook his  head, indicating that everything was fine.

Some more minutes passed and the small amount of self confidence left in Seokjin vanished as he read the comments.

" Seokjin is looking so bad nowadays..."

"Jimin is so cheerful and fun whereas Jin is looking so dull."

" I hope Jin does better for the next comeback as he was horrible in the previous one ."

"I am sure that the reason for the sudden hiatus is Seok-jin. Maybe it has to do with his sickness. "

Even though he got many positive responses he found it very difficult to not notice the hate comments. He knew that he was the reason for the hiatus and that made him feel horrible, all the members were excited to perform infront of their beloved fans and were working extremely hard for it but he just had to get sick and ruin everything.

After sometime the live ended and Jin sighed heavily.

"See hyung? Today's live was so much fun! All the ARMYS were so supportive. " Jimin said, he was so busy talking and joking with ARMYS that he failed to notice all the hate comments that his hyung got.

Jin looked at Jimin with a sad smile and replied, " Yeah, you are right. I'm glad you had fun."

Jimin nodded his head with a smile and said,  " I feel so sleepy, I will get going now. Call me if you need anything. "

"Thankyou Jimin-ah. Sleep well." Jin replied as Jimin came and hugged him gently before going out of his room.

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  *Jimin's POV *

I feel so sleepy but I can't get Jin-hyung's face out of my mind. Why did he look so sad after the live?

ARMYS were so supportive today so why was he so sad? Am I overthinking?

I also noticed that Jin-hyung is getting extremely thin , we should take care of his eating habits from now on.  I hope we can get our cheerful hyung back....

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It was midnight but Jin was still unable to sleep, he was still thinking about the hate comments and wondered why he was such a disappointment to everyone.

His eyes were getting teary and he unknowingly let out a small sob , his whole body shook as he clutched his blanket closer to his body and curled up into a ball.

Jin didn't want to cry but he couldn't help it as he thought about how people hated him so much.

"Jin-hyung....? Are you not asleep? " Yoongi asked.
He was woken up by the continuous tossing and turning of his roommate .

"I am f-fine Yoongi-ah. Please go back to sleep. " Jin replied,  he didn't want Yoongi to find out that he was crying.

"Are you sure ? You don't sound fine." The rapper replied with a concerned tone.

"Yeah, I am really fine. " Jin said

"Okay but you can wake me up if you need anything. " Yoongi said as he turned around and closed his eyes.

"Yeah, thanks" Jin replied, trying to stop his cries.
Jin was glad that the bed lamp was not very bright or else Yoongi would've seen his face which looked like a tomato because of his cries.

"Hopefully, I can practice some dance moves tomorrow.  I must utilise the break to improve myself. I want to be better for ARMYS and for my members."

Jin thought before closing his eyes and drifting into a dreamless slumber.

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