Lacuna . k.sj.

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So, I cuddled into the blanket and welcomed a very much needed sleep, thinking that everything was fine.

Oh, how wrong he was.....

Seok-Jin felt like his head was going to explode , he had woken up from his sleep by a horrible headache and the rays of the sunlight that had seeped into his room through the curtains were not helping at all.
He sighed and got up from his bed to make some breakfast for himself and Jungkook . Jin searched the kitchen for something to eat and found some eggs in the fridge which went unnoticed by him the last day.
As Seok-Jin was making eggs he felt a pair of strong arms sneaking around his small waist , "Good morning , Jungkookie." Jin said with a warm smile, " 'Morning hyung. What are we having for breakfast?"
"I'm making some eggs as we only have that left. "Jin replied.
"Oh ok , we can go shopping after breakfast . " Jungkook said as he took out his banana milk from the fridge.
Jin smiled and nodded.

* Time Skip*

After breakfast , Seok-Jin and Jungkook went to a shopping mall after informing their manager, Sejin . He didn't want Seok-Jin to go shopping as he was just discharged, but after a lot of persuasion from both Jungkook and Jin he gave in to them.

The hyung and maknae duo were overjoyed to see all the various types of delicious food at the mall. They bought some vegetables, cup noodles, choco chip cookies, frozen rice cakes, meat and of course, Jungkook's favourite banana milk.

As they were walking towards the counter to pay for the groceries, they noticed a group of giggling girls staring at them and blushing madly .
The group of girls suddenly walked up to Jin and Jungkook , one of them cleared her throat and said ,
"H-hello , Jungkookie oppa! I'm a big fan of yours . These are my friends, they love you very much too."

Both Jin and Jungkook were surprised that the girls were able to identify them even though they wore masks and caps , Jungkook was happy to see his fans but he was not happy with the fact that the girls were completely ignoring his hyung so, he said," Thankyou so much for your support. It really means a lot to us. By the way, this is Seok-Jin . I guess you weren't able to recognise him."
"Oh, we recognised him, ummm...I'm sorry but I don't really like him as much as I like the other members." A girl with long black hair replied with a bored look.

Jungkook's smiled faded when he heard this and looked at his hyung, only to see Jin looking down at the ground with a dejected expression.

*Jin's POV*

I was really happy and excited to see ARMYS again so, when the girl said that she doesnt like me, I felt my heart sink. I had a little bit of hope left that maybe someone from the group of girls would like me , but the hope was quickly replaced by sadness as none of the girls said anything.

I saw the look of pity that Jungkook was giving me and it did not help . I felt so useless and ashamed of myself . Jungkook suddenly cleared his throat and grabbed my hand, bowing and thanking the girls as he gently dragged me to the counter.

"Hyungie, ignore them . Real ARMYS will love you no matter what." Jungkook whispered to me as I was paying for the stuff we purchased.
I nodded and smiled at him but, deep down I knew that no one likes me as much as they like the other members.

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Jin and Jungkook reached home and while Jungkook was carrying all the shopping bags with the help of their bodyguard, Jin quickly rushed to his room. He took of his shirt and looked at the mirror with disgust .

He hated his body so much , he hated his chubby cheeks, his fat thighs and arms ... overall he hated himself.

After looking at his reflection, he decided to work out more and try to eat even less than what was written in his timetable.
Jin knew that it was not healthy but he wanted to lose weight faster so, he was ready to do anything.