Swap it out ~Justin Bieber~

Chapter 44: 3 words 8 letters

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Songs for this chapter:

Elastic heart by Sia

Bloodstream by Ed Sheeran

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Kennedy (Also now known as Ashley):

"Justin take me home," I whispered as I pushed past my siblings and out of my dad's workroom. I felt tears spiling out from my eyes. It just sad me feel so sad that he lied to all of my siblings. It hurt to know that my mother didn't pass away years ago. It hurt to know that my dad moved on and she did too.

"Ashley," Justin whispered, grabbing me by the elbow, pulling me back. I looked up at him, not saying anything. I let the tears poor out and he just pulled me in for a hug.

"It's going to be alright," He whispered into my shoulder, rocking us back and forth.

I heard some shouts from the workroom and Justin's grip tightened around me. "I'm taking you back to my place, then you're going to tell me what's going on, okay?" I nodded.

I really needed to get this all off my chest. Justin lead us out to his car and drove us back to his place.

When he got to his place, I compleaty broke down. Justin didn't say anything. He just gently took my hand in his and took us up to his bedroom. He gave me a black t shirt joggers which I changed into. I knew my makeup was messed up by now from crying. As soon as I saw Justin walk out from his bathroom I broke down to sobs again. I couldn't hold them back anymore. "Shh," He whispered.

I shook my head, "I'm so tired of all these secrets, Justin."

"So tell me what happened," He whispered, sitting down on the bed.

I crawled over infront of him and sniffled, rubbing my eyes. He had changed into more comfortable clothing.

"B-basically," I sighed when I couldn't help but stutter. "My mother had an alcohol addiction. It was terrible. But she met my dad and he helped her from her broken state when she would drink to forget. But then my much older brother, Carter, passed away in an accident, s-she went back to drinking," I let out. Justin stayed quiet, silently motioning me to continue.

"A drunk driver hit him late at night when he was coming home. So then she just kind of lost it. A little bit after, she also passed away. S-she, um, she killed herself." I whispered, "She overdosed on her pills and-d I just remember hearing Ross scream when he found our mother lifeless on the floor. Dad and Zach russed her to the hospital but Zachary came up upset. Ross was depressed for three years. He went to one of those rehab centers. It wasn't fair for him. He was young too."

"What happened after?" Justin asked as he took my hand in his, rubbing circles with his thumb.

"I chose to leave. Zach left to continue with his life and we all kind of were forced to move on. But then Chris called yesterday and asked me to meet him for-"

"Wait, Chris? As in Chris Janerds?" My 'boyfriend' fumed, angerly. "Listen Justin, he just asked for a favor thats why he called yesterday." I tried to calm him down. I pulled him closer to me, "Nothing happened," I assured, "W-what happened in the past is in the past." I gently remind him.

"He needed a gift for his stepmom and we got to his place she was home with his halfsister. When I saw her she just looked so familiar to me. Her blue eyes, pale skin I couldn't help but wonder and then it hit me." I sobbed, more tears coming out.

Justin pulled me into his chest and we sat there. I cried into his chest. I couldn't calm myself down.

"She even changed her freaking name. She had some nerve to just leave. She left her family behind and moved on to a new one. I have another sister, Justin. Chris and I share a sibling. I'm starting to wonder if what my parents had was real or if our whole family was just a lie." I cried.

"Ashley, listen to me." Justin said, pulling apart.

He looked down at me, his brown eyes meeting my sad ones. "N-no, you listen to me." I suddenly spoke. "My dad is engaged to my cousin, my mom is married to the father of your enemy, i- i'm, I don't even know what to say about myself." I groaned, fustrated.

"I need to tell you something," I breathed out, shaking my head.

"No, I need to show you something. I've held it back for too long now." Justin snapped. He placed his hand under my chin making me look up at him, "I love you." He said tenderly. "I love you so freaking much it hurts."

"I couldn't admit it before but now I can." He whispered. "I love you too," I whispered, shocking us both a bit.

"No, you don't get it," He spits. "What? What do I not get!" I hold myself from yelling.

Justin pulls on his hair, "I know what you're playing at. I don't love you as Ashley King, I love you as Kennedy KIng. Kennedy, I know it's you. It's always been you." He whispers. "I love you." My heart fluttered from those three words. Those three important words.

Now I know that the last part wasn't just about me playing as Ashley. It's always been me. Justin always did like me. "I-i'm so sorry." I bit on my bottom lip, ashamed. Not only did I love my sisters boyfriend but he loved me back and also knew that I was going as Ashley this entire time.

"Don't be," He whispered huskily, as he backed me up against the wall. One of his hands cupped my cheek, the other gripping my waist. His chest was against mine, we were so close. He then leaned down and kissed me.

The familiar sparks broke through me as I kissed back. His lips molded against mine felt so good. Justin continued to kiss down my neck, leaving marks. I gripped his shoulders, as he continued to nip at my sweet spot, a moan escaping my lips. He smirked against my skin before harshly kissing me. "Jump," He mumbled against my lips. I did as he told and my hands found their way to his lusious hair. I tugged on the ends and he let out a beautiful moan against my lips.

He carried me to his bed, placing down before hovering over me. I tugegd on the ends of his shirt as he placed open mouthed kisses down my neck. He got the hint and moved back up, pulling the white t hsirt over his head to reveal his toned body. He helped me out of my shirt and bra and we both undressed each other.

"I love you so much, Kennedy. Holy shit," He moaned as I kissed down his body, moving down with each kiss. "Are you sure you want to do this?" Justin asked out of no where. I didn't even have to think about it. Comfirming it, I leaned up and pressed a passionate kiss against his lips, giving him my answer.

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A/N:

Wow. I know this chapter is suppose to be that big moment but I kinda hate it. You don't even know how many times i tried to write this chapter but I just kept re writing everythng and I didn't like it. I'm sorry if it sucked lol.

-Diana