I Will Always Fight For You

Eighteen

I kept running on the road. I didn't know where i was going to go but i had to leave. That is no where near how i wanted my family to find out i was pregnant. I looked around and saw that i was at the park. I walked over to the playground and touched the slide and got a flashback from when we were 16.

FLASH BACK

"Get back here you ass!" I yelled at Chris. "No!" He said. He was running around with my phone in hand. "Chris you are such a asshole! Give me back my phone!" I said running after him. "I will not let this guy take my best friend." He said and stopped running and turned around. "He's not taking anything. The only thing he is taking, is me to homecoming. Come on. I finally have a date to a dance that's a guy, besides my brother or best friend." I said reaching out for my phone. He pulled his hand away before i could grab it. "That hurt." He said putting a hand to his heart. 

"That's not gonna be the only thing hurting if you don't give me back my phone." I told him and raised my eyebrows. He gave me back my phone but pulled me down the slide with him. We went down and when we got to the bottom Chris was dropped on the ground with me on top of him. He groaned in pain and i rolled off him and started laughing. 

"And i still got hurt." He groaned. "Not my fault. You pulled me down." I told him with a shrug of my shoulders. 

END OF FLASHBACK

I sat down on the slide and put my elbows on my knees and put my face in my hands and cried. I heard some rustling but ignored it. "Ally?" I heard Chris say quietly. "I'm so sorry." I mumbled in my hands. He pulled my hands from my face and pulled me into a hug. I was hesitant at first but i wrapped my arms around his shoulders and cried in his shoulder. "I'm not mad, Ally. It's going to be okay, alright." He told me. 

As much as i can't stand to look at him all i ever needed right now was him. I needed Chris. "All i can ask is, can i please tell you the truth of that night?" He begged. All i could do was nod. "After we got done with working that night, people were going to go for drinks. I didn't want to but i ended up going. I had a little too much to drink, and i'm not blaming alcohol. She offered to take me back to my room and i didn't want to do something stupid so i said yes. She walked me to my room and pushed herself against me. She pushed me up against the door so i couldn't get out. My hands were only on her waist because i couldn't reach her shoulder to push her away. She reached in my back pocket and unlocked the door and pushed me in. But as soon as she was off me i told her to get out. She told that i wanted this and i told her i have a girlfriend that i love very much and would never do this to. So i pushed her out of my room and locked it behind her. I told Gucci they could still run the ad but they had to work with what they got from the two days. That morning i was fighting with myself, trying to come up with a way to tell you. I ever meant to hurt you Ally. So mean so so much to me for me to hurt you on purpose." He told me between sniffles. Even with the rain coming down like it is i could tell he was crying.

I pulled away from his embrace and looked at him. Before i knew it his lips were on mine. He was kissing me but i wasn't kissing back. He pulled away and realized what he did. He kept on apologizing to me but i cut him off with crashing my lips with his. He was caught by surprise but kissed back. He put a hand on my face and one on my waist and mine were on his face. 

We kept our lips together until i pulled away but kept our foreheads together. We were both trying to get our breath back. "I am so sorry Chris. I never gave you the chance to hear from you." I told him. I dropped my hands but both of his were now on my face. "Look at me, princess." He asked. I opened my eyes and was immediately met with his. "It's okay. I understand. You were so hurt. I wouldn't be able to face you either if this was switched." He told me. "Please, don't leave." I begged and my voice broke. He kissed me again but this time it was passionate, sweet, long, and filled with emotion. "I am never going to leave you. But you have to promise too. I wouldn't be able to live without you again." "I promise. And don't talk like that. I love you." I told him. "I love you." he said and connected you lips and then pulled me into a hug. 

"Ally, will you please be my girlfriend... again?" He asked. "Yes i will Meatball." "Good. Because i'm not letting you go again. And i will be here for every part of this next chapter for us." He pulled away and looked in my eyes. "I will be here for this kid and you. For the rest of my life. I give you that promise." I nodded and kissed him again.