I Will Always Fight For You

Nineteen

We went to Chris's place so i could get changed and take a shower. Chris gave me a shirt and sweatpants to wear. I just kind of ruined my brothers engagement party so i told them to come over after the party. Me and Chris laid in bed together and i told him everything. He laid down on his back and i was on top of him. I had my head on his chest, just wanting to be here with him. His hands were on my back rubbing it. I moved my head above his and leaned down slowly placing my lips on his. I moved one of my hands to the back of his neck and one in his hair. I pulled away keeping our heads together and said, "I missed you. Even if i didn't want to admit it to myself." "Well, i just missed you." He smiled at me and i connected our lips again. 

We stayed there for a little bit longer then the door bell rung. I got off and stood up. I know that i have to face the music but i'm scared for some reason. We walked down stairs and i went to the living room and Chris went to open the door. Mom, Dad, Luke, Lisa, Scott, Lisa, Shana, and Carly walked into the living room and Luke immediately pulled me into a hug. After that they all took a seat and i stood at the front of the living room. 

"Okay. Yes, i'm pregnant. And it is Chris's." I just came out and said it. "I found out the morning i went to New York. I figured it would be a nice surprise. I'm four months in. When i found out i was a month into my pregnancy. The reason i figured it out was because i was late, so i took three home tests which came back positive. I didn't have any morning sickness, so it wasn't as easy to catch." I told them. "I'm really sorry i didn't tell you guys. I was just trying figure out the right time. I was so scared to face you guys, to face Chris, and i didn't know how things would happen with him. I don't even know why i was so scared. The only person who knew was Jane. And --" I was cut off by Luke before i could finish. "Why did you tell her but not us?" He questioned. "That's the thing, i didn't tell her. She figured it out. When she first came over she was going to make drinks. I told her i didn't want any, which she thought was weird because i don't refuse her drinks, which is true i don't. But then it hit her and then i had to tell her. I'm just really sorry." i said and looked down. 

"Okay. Well, we'll be here for you no matter what. I was starting to think something was wrong. You wouldn't take a damn sweatshirt off." My mom and said and i let out a chuckle. "Fuck it! We're going to be grandparents." My dad said and high fived my mom. And we laughed at them. "And i will have another grand baby." Lisa said. Chris stood up and stood next to me. "I'm gonna be a father." He said and looked at me. I nodded and he kissed me. "Fucking finally!" Scott yelled. "I've had enough of listening to Chris wish everything was back to normal. Thank god." He said and we laughed. "I have an idea for the two of you." Shana said to me and Chris. "Shoot." He replied. "How about you tell people your back together. But then tell them about the pregnancy at the Civil War Premiere. She could show up in a beautiful dress that shows the bump and then you guys come out with it." Shana said. And i actually loved it. I looked back and Chris and he replied with, "Why not?" "I like it." I said and shrugged my shoulders. 

We talked for a little longer and gave Scarlett a call. We told her about us getting together but we kept the pregnancy from her too. We wanted to see her face in person. Even though we knew if we told her she would be on the next flight out. This was going to go really well. Chris had already shot Gifted and then one premiere to go to. He would be gone a little longer because of some stuff he had to do in LA but he was going to get it done so he will be here for the last part. We would leave in a few days for the premiere. Chris was planning on going for the premiere and then staying to get the stuff done in LA and then come home for the last four months. Everything is starting to feel really good again. I just feel like myself when i'm with Chris. I mean i have known the meatball my whole life. After all this time, it does something to you. You just can't help but love the big hunk of muscle.