Demons (phan)

Chapter 5

(Phil's POV)

Dan and I open my door and walk downstairs for breakfast.

I see a pile of hotcakes on the counter, and a couple plates.

"Ah there you are. I'm leaving to work. Phil, you might have to make dinner tonight. I'm going to stay late after, to help with some meeting plans."

I nod and puts a couple of hotcakes on my plate, and I see Dan do the same.

We sit down next to each other, and Dan awkwardly eats his breakfast, constantly looking at me. I slowly reach my hand down to his, and intertwine my fingers with his cold ones. He smiles and looks at me, and I smile back. When we've finished the hotcakes, I put the plates in the sink and then look back to Dan.

"What would you like to do today?" I ask him.

"Maybe we can just watch something?"

"Perfect! How about some Anime?"

Dan nods quickly, "Yes! I used to love anime before my parents kicked me out!"

I smile at his happiness and put in the first disk of Death Note. He sits down on the couch as the beginning starts to play, and I grab the duvet from my bed.

I sit down next to him and wrap my arms around his shoulders, and he rests his head by my neck.

"Ah screw this." I say, and lay down.

"There isn't any room for me!" Pouts Dan, and I start to take all the pillows from the couch.

I sit up, and take the blanket to the floor. "Okay let's lay down here."

He lies down next to me, and places his arms around my stomach, his head on my chest. "Mm much better.." He says, snuggling closer to me.

"Yeah..." I kiss his forehead.

This is so hard. I have to love him.

I have to.

I know I'm forbidden to, and my family will be very mad at me, but I mean..

His dimple when he smiles, the way his hair almost falls over one eye, the way his chocolate brown eyes twinkle when he's happy, how his skin is soft, how his lips are pink, how he can never pull his pants up all the way... It all makes it harder for me to resist loving him. I want to explain it to him, to tell him it won't be good for either of us, but I can't. It will scare him away, and I won't ever be able to find someone as perfect as him..

I barely know him, but I know I will love him.

I don't want to, but I will...

(AN- another fluffy-ish chapter! The plot will start to pick up soon I promise! Sorry it sucks rn. Plz comment and vote! Thx!)