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I cried. Napaginipan ko. Pinaalala lahat ng isip ko. Bakit?

Tumingin ako sa labas at nakitang madilim na.

Pumunta ako sa upuan ko at kumuha ng isang yellow paper and wrote something.

I scratched myself. The pain is not enough. I need more. I'm craving for pain.

My heart is being torn into pieces.

I went out of my room and noticed that there was no nurse roaming around.

Mabilis akong pumunta sa elevator and clicked the highest floor.

I need pain.

Nung tumunog ang elevator ay dali-dali akong pumunta sa pinaka-gilid ng building. I need pain.

Tinignan ko yung baba nito at hindi napigilang lamigin.

I want to do it.

I need to.

To remove all the pain.

I want a life where there is no pain and sufferings. And this is the only way.

The easiest and possible way.

But I thought of Haider. It's fine. Napilitan lang siyang pakisamahan ako.

I'm so tired.

I need to rest.

I want to rest.

I need to sleep and never wake up again.

Without realizing.. I let myself fall.

I feel free.

I'm now free.

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