Finding My Way Home

Chapter 29 Falling Apart

WARNING!
Contains a part that might hurt some of you!
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Niall's Pov

Abby was so sad and we all were acting like she hadn't hurt herself so she wouldn't feel pressured it seemed to help her alot.

The fact she didn't have to explain and she just got to act like nothing happened made her seem better.

She rubbed her stomach every once in a while and smiled at us she seemed better now.

I missed her.

I missed the feeling of her lips and the way she was willing to do anything for me.

She walked up behind me and hugged me as I thought of the old days "Hey Nialler" she said and kissed my cheek.

"Sup Ab's" I said poking her tummy and then her cheek.

"I'm doing better" she smiled and rubbed her arm I just smiled and kissed her wrist.

I felt the ace wrap press against my lips and I held her hand in mine and smiled at her.

Zayn didn't seemed fazed by the act of affection I was surprised but he knew he could trust her.

I got on my knees and whispered to her stomach "I loved your mommy first" and Zayn glared at me even though he had no idea what I had told his child.

I had felt this anger build up when she blew him a kiss but it only to be filled with the empty void of what was my heart.

Liam's Pov

Niall was jealous of Zayn he was in love with Abby the night before the four of them argued about who was really in love.

Louis professed his love for Abby all while she was sleeping.

I didn't say a word I couldn't i could have tell them about kissing her the day before we got her. She was half asleep and kissed me back.

I didn't want to love her but I couldn't help the way I felt she was an amazing girl with an amazing talent. She could sing since day one that child is a natural.

I felt my phone buzz it was Alex...
Alex: I can't do this anymore Liam I'm in America and your in the UK.

I threw my phone at the couch and ran up the stairs. I sat down on my bed and stared at the ceiling I held my breath so I wouldn't tear up.

It wasn't long before I heard Abby's sweet little voice whisper "may I come in" and a soft knock on the door.

I got up and opened the door she looked beautiful her sweat pants and crop top with her hair in a bun a couple of strands were hanging down.

I couldn't help it.

I gently grabbed her arm and wrapped it around my neck and kissed her lips gently.

She smiled and said "it was like the night at the adoption centre." she had picked up on our accent she made it work.

I couldn't believe she remembered my heart was beating out of my chest. I blushed and bite my lip trying to control myself.

"You remember that I thought you were sleeping" I was so lost on how she even knew it happened.

"I tried sleeping it didn't work I always had a nightmare or I just couldn't."

Abby and I started sharing stories and I told her a joke it was funny until she stopped laughing and grabbed her stomach.

She turned pale and fell to the floor and blood was started to puddle I screamed for the lads.

She was screaming and next thing I know I'm throwing Zayn out of the ambulance and telling him to stay home.

I clenched Abby's hand as we hauled ass too the Emergency Room.

They rushed her in and made me stay in the waiting room it was about an hour before the nurse said Abby's name.

I shot out of my seat and ran over to her she explained what happened and then led me to Abby.

I ran down the hall them slowly opened the door she was sobbing and looked up and coughed out "I lost the baby."

I nodded and whispered "I know love" she got up and hugged me squeezing me tightly and then I picked her up cradling her.

She sobbed into my chest and I kissed her cheek "it will be okay Abby we can get through this."

Abby just nodded and whimpered.

Later that night we pulled into the driveway of the flat and she clenched me hand she didn't have the heart to tell Zayn.

I helped her out and walked in to broken glass and screaming there were seven holes in the wall where Zayn punched through the sheetrock.

"Calm the fuck down Zayn" I heard Niall scream.

"Abby is fine dammit chill the hell out" Louis screamed and I heard a loud crash.

I laid Abby down in the sofa and walked into the kitchen.

It was a disaster area "I don't know why you think doing all of this fucking helps Zayn sit the fuck down all of you."

I want yelling loud cause of Abby but I wasn't letting this slip by.

"Okay first off you all need to man the hell up and stop fighting so much. Secondly Abby is in a lot of pain and..."

I stopped and looked at all of them then down at the ground I sighed and whispered "she lost the baby."

I looked up at Zayn he looked sick tears in his eyes he dashed up the stairs and Niall was in tears Louis was holding him trying to comfort him.

Harry stood there ghost white then slowly walks into the living room and hugs Abby.

All of us were shocked and hurt...
Zayn wasn't speaking to anyone anytime soon and we knew it was going to happen.

We knew he would ignore us.

But, he shut Abby out too and soon he called off the wedding and Abby was alone with no one but me.

Harry couldn't speak around her he got lost in words Niall and Louis were absolutely impossible to try and talk too.

So I had Abby's back along with Jaci who also was the only one allowed to speak to Zayn.

We had all fallen apart.

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I'm so sad that I wrote this what am I doing to myself?!?!?

Well i'm Jaci and I had to get Jayn to be a real thing....

I'm sorry if this hurt anyone that was not my intention.