Finding My Way Home

Chapter 30 Why

Zayn's Pov

I was locked in my room and I could hear Abby crying...
I knew I was acting like an ass but I couldn't face her.

Jaci has been taking care of her and me separately of course.

She was the first one Abby called after we decided that getting married was a bad idea.

I kissed her one last time that night. I knew she would get with someone else.

I just prayed it was Liam or Louis I couldn't stand seeing her with Niall or Harry.

Louis was a good person and would be there but Liam definitely has feelings and loves her you can see it.

I'm just the Bradford bad boy from the streets.

I should have never led her on like that.

I felt terrible and my heart was shattered. Yes I do love the sound of Abigail Malik but I can't hurt her.

I would be a constant reminder of the loss of our child.

I bit my lip and remember the feeling of hers pressed against mine.

I was lost with why this would happen to her she was always taking care of herself and eating good.

She would have done anything for that baby.

I would have done anything for her I thought to myself and started tearing up.

I heard a knock at the door and when I unlocked it Jaci stood there with Nando's in her hands.

"I got the rest of the lads some and I just thought you would-"

I cut her off by taking the bag and mumbled "thanks."

She grabbed my arm "wait" she said in a soft voice and released my arm "sorry."

"What" I said in a harsh tone.

She just turned back and whispered "I'll just go never mind."

I felt bad so I grabbed her hand and led her into my room.

I never realised how hard Abby and her had it as kids.

Abby's mom was a drunk and tried to kill her and Jaci was adopted and the families slave.

She was actually their slave she had scars from a whip and everything and then some on her wrist from long lonely nights.

Her eyes were dull and you could tell she was hiding more but refused to cry and pity herself she had this thing that everyone is before her.

We sat and talked for a couple of hours she said Abby wasn't mad and she was going to be okay.

She didn't talk much about herself she was different than most girls she wasn't all about herself she cares about me and Abby to the point she came up here and gave me food.

After I was a complete and total dick to her.

She was saying that I needed to shave and everything she was messing with me because of my lack of hygiene.

"I don't know how you still don't look that bad after days of sitting here and not bathing you still look beautiful."

I smiled and looked into her eyes "your beautiful too."

She looked down and I saw her cheeks turn red. She was blushing. Why?

It hit me like lightning Abby had said Jaci liked me.

That's when Jaci said "Abby sent me to get food she said don't forget you she insisted I take everything up."

Then another thing clicked Abby wanted Jaci to be happy.

Even after this she wanted someone else happy.

Louis Pov

I had to keep Niall out of the house because he can't stop crying.

It hit him hard and the paparazzi weren't helping at all.

Niall was so hurt about Abby's baby and then Zayn and Abby calling the wedding off.

He likes her that's why I thought he would be happy they broke up.

Poor Niall has become a stick he won't eat.

That's right Niall James Horan won't eat.

Not even Nando's.

I've tried it all every fast food or sit down I've even gone to getting friends too cook him home made stuff.

Watching him slowly fade killed us all then after staring at a tree for an hour he turned and said "I'm hungry."

My heart jumped with joy "lets feed you Nialler" I said and pulled out my wallet.

He smiled for the first time in days.... It's like someone told him something good.

I'm just glad he was actually doing things Niall would usually do.

I knew it would make Abby feel better if we were there for her too...

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Okay I'm going to bed I have school but I'm so dead
I have so much homework due Friday and I haven't even started and I have a track meet tomorrow so I most likely won't finish so yeah.

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