Finding My Way Home

Chapter 32 What is Love

Liam's Pov

Abby's face lit up and she squealed a little.

"What is it" I laughed at her.

"Jayda is coming the the Uk" Abby said and Jaci screamed.

"Are you serious"

"Dead serious she just texted me."

Jaci squealed and jumped in her seat but she hit her head on the ceiling and we couldn't help laughing.

Zayn gently kissed the top of Jaci's head.

I looked over at Abby and she was smiling at the sight of it I admired her and when she looked over at me i quickly turned.

I felt her hand gently touch mine and entwine our fingers I couldn't hold it in anymore I leaned over and placed my lips on hers gently.

Abby's Pov

My stomach flipped and twisted when Liam kissed me I felt Sparks and butterflies.

I knew tonight was going to be amazing when we finally stopped Jaci was smiling and Zayn was biting his lip.

I knew he still cared but I could tell he had something with Jaci.

Something him and I didn't.

I was in love with Liam and I was glad I got to live with the "five singing idiots" as Niall put it.

But I felt nothing deep down my heart had disappeared. My heart died with my child.

I loved Liam but my depression had taken over long before Liam came into my life.

I love him but I don't think I will ever be able to truly love him I looked over at Liam and he was talking to Zayn and Jaci.

They seemed so happy and I knew deep down Jaci and I were the same she was much better at hiding it.

He scars where hidden and Zayn would soon see them because she promised she would swim with all of us at the swimming hole in the forest.

"Let's swim first" Liam suggested we all agreed and Jaci gave me a concerned look not sure if she wanted them to know once she told another friend of ours and word got out that entire year people called her an attention whore.

We pulled up to the restricted area and climbed over the fence when we got to the watering hole Liam and Zayn quickly through there pants and shirts off and hopped in.

"What if they tell people" she whispered worried about the spread of her secret again.

"Jaci" I started lifting my shirt off "I have them too in case you have forgotten and no one but these five dorks know."

She smiled shyly and nodded "okay after you" I was now in nothing but my under garments so I simply jumped in and swam over to the lads.

Jaci jumped in while we were talking so they didn't even see her.

She came up through the water and sighed looking at me I mouthed you got this and she smiled.

Jacis Pov

I was terrified my hands were shaking and I could feel my heart pounding.

Liam and Zayn looked confused "whats going on Jaci" Zayn whispered.

"I guess it's time for me to confess and tell you my secret" I said my voice shaking.

"What's wrong love" Liam said worry painted on his face.

I hugged Liam and the Zayn "Abby isn't the only one with scars."

Zayn's face dropped and I could feel Liam's heart break they both tackled me with hugs.

"Please don't do it again" Zayn whispered and kissed my cheek.

"I've been clean for a year and they are very small because I didn't want anyone to know."

"Where are they" Liam said out of curiosity.

I pointed to my stomach and Zayn went under the water and kissed my stomach gently.

That's when I realised these boys really were here for Abby and now they were willing to help me.

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Sorry I've been grounded and busy with school and ugh Starr I would much rather write then do this stupid stuff.