Finding My Way Home

Chapter 28 Gashes

Abby's Pov

My heart was pounding and my hands were sweating I was in tears.

Zayn was in shock and kept squeezing my hand.

Harry and Louis were acting strange but I understood because of the current situation.

Liam was rubbing his hand on my leg and kept whispering it's okay and we won't let her hurt you.

"What are we going to do" I managed to say after thirty minutes of deep breathing.

"I don't know" Liam murmured.

The limo driver pulled up to a remote area of Texas a very small town in a private house.

I ran into the house up the stairs and into a room locked the door behind me and cried. I was scared why didn't they tell me she was still alive.

Zayn started beating on the door after a few hits the floor was broken and there was blood on the floor. I didn't realised what I had done until Zayn was on the floor kissing my arms.

He looked up at me with tears streaming out of his eyes "why baby girl" he whimpered.

I put my forehead to his and kissed his lips. "Think about the baby" he said and placed his hand on my stomach. my heart shattered I was now not only responsible for my health and my life but this baby's too.

I wrapped my arms around Zayn's neck and kissed all around his face "I'm so sorry babe" i whimpered and he kissed my lips and whispered "I'm sorry for not being here." At that moment I realised no matter what Zayn was going to stay with me. Even if it ruined his reputation he was going to be there.

Liam was the only one of the other boys still standing there with tears streaming out of his eyes. I stood up and hugged him and kissed his cheek "I love you Liam." He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my cheek Zayn wasn't mad because he knew how I felt for him and even though Liam hadn't told Zayn I knew he wouldn't do anything.

I felt him put something in my pocket and he pulled away and whispered "don't hurt yourself love" and walked out. Zayn stood up and hugged me from behind and kissed my neck. "I'm going to make something to eat babe" he slowly moved his hands from my waist and walked away. I walked over and stared into the mirror I slowly turned my wrists towards the mirror to revel the deep gashes.

I walked into the bathroom and pulled ace wrap out of the drawer and slowly wrapped my arms. I walked into the closet and pulled one of Zayn's hoodies out and put its on. I was really hungry and I walked down to see stacks of steaks, salads, fruits, veggies, and mashed potatoes.

"Hey Abby" Harry said and hugged me placing a kiss onto my cheek. "Abby girl you hungry" Louis questioned and kissed my forehead. "I bet the poor girl is starved" Niall said and kissed my nose "I know I am." The boys rolled there eyes and Liam hugged me from behind "Abby want some salad" he kissed my head and went to grab some bowls. "yeah sure" I scratched my head these boys were pretending like nothing happened.

"Baby girl" I heard Zayn say and I felt his strong arms wrap around my waist and he placed his lips onto the side of my neck. I turned and kissed him biting his lip softly "I love you" I whispered and kissed him once again. When I turned to walk away his hand wrapped around my wrist and he pulled me too him and crashed our lips together and whispered "I love you."

He walked over to Liam helping him set up plates and I stood there watching them like it was a movie. These boys were my life and the reason I was still alive I would have died if they wouldn't have taken me. I wiped a tear and smiled and walked over to join the boys in setting up dinner.

I had this weird feeling in my stomach I felt.....Happy.

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