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I know I'm better off without Luke, well, he's the bad boy in the first place, stalking me on tumblr.
he actually turned out not pretty bad, it's just that Im really stuck. I don't know the reason, but I know it has nothing to do with Luke.
I lay on my bed, thinking about everything. Why did I even date Calum in the first place? why did I let luke see through me more than I wanted? why am I so vulnerable? why am I so weak?
I face timed Alexa and Sascha, they both were working on something that's unmentionable so i drifted away from that topic. "Guys, I really don't know why I even dated Calum," I admitted, feeling guilty I admitted it, I keep having this feeling as if I'm using him.
Alexa looked at Sascha, and she exited the room. Sascha was never an love expert, she's the one who would contribute weird and bad ideas that makes everything worse, not that she's useless, sascha's my best friend, and I understand that we all have our flaws.
She looked at me worriedly. "ari, things, let it be, follow the current," she smiled, and Alexa's always someone I can ask advice from, she has taken everything to a whole new level, she started using quotes and phrases instead of directly telling me what I need to do, so I can learn. that's what makes Alexa special.
we said our goodbyes, and I thought,
am I really going to let things be and follow the current?
or am I going to change and twist things up?
I didn't even understand myself. I sighed and closed my eyelids as I drifted off to sleep, hearing mum's voice gradually becoming softer as I fall into the deep dark hole, where dreams and nightmares are made of.
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FanfictionCOMPLETED Ariana was being teased by other students in her school, but this one guy, Named Luke Hemmings, was wrapped around her finger. Little did he know, he got trapped into another situation, which made everything worse. lockedhood 2014-2015...
