Falling for my brothers friend || ksi

Chapter 24

I got woke up by the sound of someone in my room talking really loudly. I open my eyes and see that it is JJ in my room shouting at me to wake up because apparently we needed to be somewhere.
"Y/n what the actual fuck?"
"What?" I say groaning because I am so tired from last night
"You slept with him really?!"
"JJ it's not what it looks like I promise!"
"Yeah right whatever why else would you have no clothes on. Just hurry up and get ready we need to go"
JJ walks out of my room and slams my door.
"Urghhh" I groan slapping the duvet.
"I'll go" Micheal says turning his head to me and smiling.
"Thanks" I say smiling back at him.
I grab my robe and tie it round myself  to walk Micheal down to the front door. We say our goodbyes as he leaves and I go back upstairs to shower and get ready.

*Flashback from last night*
"Listen I know this sounds crazy.. but I think I love you, since the moment I saw you and we locked eyes I knew there was something different about you"
*End of flashback*

I put on a sidemen hoodie with some grey Adidas leggings. I sprayed myself with perfume and grabbed my stuff and went downstairs to look for everyone. I look over and see that Talia is here I'm assuming she must of stayed the night with Simon.
"Hey" I say smiling at Talia Simon and Josh.
"Hi" they all reply back smiling.
"We will be setting off soon to film by the way the Uber will be here in about 5 minutes" Simon says
"Okay great do you want me to shout everyone down?" I ask
"Yeah if you want" he replies
"Guysss hurry up the Uber is here in 5!"
Not long after the boys all came down and JJ still hasn't looked at me since this morning let alone speak to me. We all went outside and got in the Uber's me and JJ getting in separate ones which in a way I'm glad because it won't be awkward. We get to the YouTube studios and the guys start filming a video for Sidemen Sunday and some for the more sidemen channel. Still JJ hasn't even spoke to me. I've noticed him looking at me through the corner of my eye but as soon as I turn my head he quickly looks away and pretends to be doing something else. I help them pack up as they are finished filming for the day and we all get in the Uber's to head back to the Sidemen House. JJ goes up into his room and Josh has gone somewhere with Freya. They are all going out to grab some food at Nando's and ask me if I wanted to go but I didn't want to I'm feeling really insecure about my weight at the moment and I feel like everyone will judge me for going.
Everyone has gone now and it's just me and JJ in the house great..
I decide that I'm going to clear the air between me and him he doesn't know the full story yet. So I walk up the stairs and to his door. I stand outside for a minute as I'm feeling really nervous. I go to just walk in but then I decide to knock instead. My hands were shaking so I turned around to leave but he opens his door to me and I turn back round.
"Yeah?" He says
"JJ listen we need to clear the air there's something I need to tell you and please don't get mad at me.."

Sooooo what does everyone think is going to happen ! What is y/n telling JJ that she's so nervous about !!