Falling for my brothers friend || ksi

Chapter 29

I go to try and find the boys for the movie. There's only the four of them that live here and me staying tonight.
I head up to the top floor and can hear them laughing. I open the door and go in, "hey y/n" vik says to me "are you coming to watch the movie with us?" He says
"Yeah.. what movie are you guys watching?" I ask them
"We're just trying to figure that one out now" Josh says
"Well I mean I vote for Laid in America" I joke. They all laugh, it makes me smile. Simon pats his hand on the bean bag next to him and JJ indicating for me to come sit down. I get myself cosy and put a blanket over me. We finally put on a movie, I'm not too sure what it was to be honest but all I knew was that it was a comedy movie, which I'm glad because it's making me laugh making start to feel better.
"Want any popcorn?" Vik asks
"No thanks" I say knowing I need to watch my weight
"You sure y/n?" JJ asks
"Yeah I'm fine" I reply
JJ looks at me then turns away.
I lied down and placed my head on Josh's shoulder and cuddled into JJs arm. My eyes started to get heavy and next thing I knew I was asleep. I could still hear the boys laughing away and talking. They made me feel loved. We're like a big massive family.. it's nice.. I haven't felt like this for a long time.
I heard them put on another movie to watch. About half way through Simon said he was gonna go down to bed. Then when the movie had finished Josh and Vik we're gonna go down to their rooms.
"Do we just leave them?" Vik says
"Yeah they look cosy enough" Josh says picking up a blanket and placing it over us. I hear them leave, shutting the door and turning off the lights behind them. I'm guessing JJ had also fallen asleep, not that that's a surprise the boy can fall asleep almost anywhere. I open my eyes and look up to him. I sit up and move myself closer to him. I hear him stir a little.
"Y/n" he says.
"Yeah.." I say back.
"Are you alright.." he asks.
"What do you-"
"You know exactly what I mean.." he says cutting me off "you know I'm always here for you y/n, I care so much for you"
"Thank you JJ it means a lot to hear it.. I just struggle to open up to people"
"That's why I'm not gonna force you to tell me anything I just want you to know I care"
I smile at him and kiss him on the cheek. He kisses me on the forehead and wraps his arms round me, us both drifting off to sleep.