Falling for my brothers friend || ksi

Chapter 13

I wake up. Unaware at first of where I am. I then remember last night. All of the memories start flooding back. I then start to worry, I feel so bad because I've betrayed my brother. I slept with his best friend, how could I do that to him?
I don't know what to do so I decide to wake JJ up.
"Jj wake up" I shake his shoulder
"What" he says hoarsely
"I don't know what to do"
"What do you mean?"
"Like Simon when he finds out what is he going to say!"
"He won't"
"He won't what Jj"
"I mean... He's not gonna find out"
"How?"
"Simple, we keep it a secret"
"I don't know.."
"Listen y/n" he says cutting me off "What other choice do we have exactly we can't take back the past so we've just go to carry on moving forwards"
"I guess so" I say lying back down
I roll over and face JJ and look at him.

Finally I decide to get up and go downstairs.
"Wait y/n, aren't you gonna.. never mind" Jj says to me as I go to leave his room.
I go downstairs and enter the kitchen. I then remember my neck.
"Shit" I whisper to myself "Shit what am I supposed to do."
I just put my hold up and pull the toggles so it seems like I'm hung over. The other 3 boys are in the kitchen.
"Urgh" I groan
"Hung over?" Vik asks
"Ahuh" I reply
JJ also comes downstairs as I feel Josh's eyes looking at me, so I pull up my hoody slightly higher to cover my neck more. JJ enters the kitchen, "Morning" he says.
"Afternoon more like it's 1pm" Simon says whilst leaving the kitchen to go phone somebody.
Jj comes over and sits down next to me. When the other to aren't looking, he leans over and says to me, "I like to be the only one knowing you haven't got any pants on right now, and knowing what your chest and neck looks like under that hoodie..
I just look away as I turn bright red.
I stand up to go over to the medicine cupboard and I get out some painkillers.
"Anyone else need any?" I ask them
"Yea me please" JJ says
Josh and Vik say that they don't need any, which to be fair they probably don't as they didn't drink as much as me and Jide did. I grab a bottle of water out the fridge and take 2 paracetamol. Vik just grabs some cereal.. obviously.. and just goes upstairs to stream. JJs phone then starts to ring so he answers it as he is leaving the kitchen. So it's just me and Josh and I know he knows something.
For a while we are just sitting in awkward silence until Josh says something.
"So erm y/n I was cleaning up around the pool and I think that you might of left something there from last night" he says to me.
"Oh erm.. what do you mean" I say trying to act innocent.
"I think you know what I mean y/n, your pants were hanging on the plant" he says while laughing slightly.
"Josh please.."
"I won't say anything to anyone y/n I promise not if you don't want me to" He says cutting me off.
"Thank you so much Josh"
"On one condition though" he says
"What?" I reply
"You clean that pool and change the pool water"
"You got it" I reply laughing "Thank you"
I then get up and go up to my room to get showered.
After I get out the shower I put on some clothes. I grab a scarf to wrap around my neck to hide my hickeys. I then grab JJs hoodie which was on my bed then I go out my room over to JJs and I knock on his door.
When he opens it I look up at him and smile.
"Hey I brought you this back" I say to him as I hand over his hoodie.
"Thank you" he says smiling at me.
"Look can I come in I need to tell you something"
"Yeah sure" he says
"Okay so basically don't freak out but Josh knows that I was with someone last night, but good thing is he doesn't know who" "He's also not going to tell anyone as long as I change the pool water" I laugh.
"Okay that's good but how did he even find out, was it your neck?" "Because how did he know it was in the pool room?" He asks me
"No" I smirk a little.
I giggle as I say to him "Basically he found my thong hanging off the plant in the corner"
We both just look at each other and laugh.

It's now the next day and I am filming with Simon today he's filming, who knows me better, Sister vs Best friend although in my opinion it should be Sister vs Boyfriend..

Thank you for the love it makes me wanna carry on writing more chapters so I should have some more chapters coming soon. Also I was wondering if anyone would be interested if I started a new book based on 365 days (the movie off Netflix) but it would be a sidemen edition and one of the boys would be the kidnapper I've not seen anyone do this so I think it would be interesting but which sideman do you think it should be on if you'd be interested :)