"It's okay." I tell Catie. She lays her head on my shoulder. I feel so bad for her. She didn't deserve that. "Fuck him." Addison says. "Boys are stupid." Catie mumbles. "Agreed." I say to her. "So are we actually going to school tomorrow?" Addison asks. "Can we stay here?" Catie asks. "Yeah, I don't care." Addison says to us. I look down at my phone, no new messages. I'm guessing he's busy, but I don't wanna bother him. Catie's phone dings and she quickly grabs it. Her face softens and she looks sad again. "I should have just sent to him." I say. Catie looks at me. "No, he didn't deserve anything." Catie says. "And also, you have a whole boyfriend." Addison adds. Although she's not wrong, it doesn't feel like it. "He was weird anyways. And really controlling." Catie says. "Write a new story, it'll be better than that one." Addison suggests. Catie's face lights up. "I can do that." Catie says and smiles. Catie is the few people that don't need to be sad. She's to genuine, and she honestly doesn't deserve any kind of pain. Same goes for Addison. They don't deserve half the stuff they deal with. I look down at my phone again, fuck this. It's been hours. "He's probably cheating." My thoughts tell me. Here we go, my thoughts trying to kill me again. I text my mom to tell her I'm gonna stay at Addison's house a couple more days. "And Catie, you petted me in your sleep." I laugh. We all start laughing. I don't deserve them. "They hate you, they're gonna get rid of you." My thoughts tell me. I quickly stop laughing as they continue. I smile and look at my phone again. It's Micah, we'll just his picture. Precious. "He's clearly cheating. You really think someone would take the time to love you." My thoughts tell me once again. It's funny, because I already knew that.
I can't wait until I fucking kill myself.
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