What Happens When You Move Too Fast

2/17/2021

                           Lynn Hart

    School wasn't all that today because Ria wasn't here today. I wonder if she wished she was but she wasn't so I just got through school like you do and got home and here we are now.

    I'm not sure if I should say something to her or wait for her to say something first. But if I did that I would never speak to her again because she's awkward and I can't remember a time she started a conversation by herself. It's okay.

    Maybe I will text her. I just wanna know how she really feels about her ex because we didn't talk for very long yesterday. I say a simple hi and ten minutes later she replies with a hi. Okay that's normal she doesn't seem to be upset but then again it's easy to disguise your feelings behind a screen.

    If I throw my phone out of the window maybe I can forget that I started this conversation Ria probably didn't want to have. But if we don't have it, tomorrow will be beyond miserable for both of us. Just do it. What's the worst that could happen? I pick up my phone and try to ask how she feels about her ex in the most normal way possible. That is very hard though given I shouldn't even have to answer that question. She answers a few seconds later.

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     So I must've taken this the wrong way. Thank goodness she doesn't actually still have feelings for her ex. That is probably a big reason a lot of relationships fail because they can't move on from their previous ones. I'm so glad that's not the case with ours, which goes to say we really are meant to be.

    A couple hours I decide to call her because I just want to talk but when she answers she immediately hangs up. So I call her back again a dozen times but she doesn't answer and I notice a text from her.

Ria: stop.

What the fuck did I do?

Me: I'm sorry you just weren't answering I'll stop.

Ria: i told you i didnt want to talk the first time you called.

Me: Oh sorry. Why?

Ria: mental breakdown.

Me: Im sorry are you mad?

Ria: yeah.

Me: Will you ever forgive me?

Ria: I dont know

    I don't even because what am I supposed to respond with? You know what Lyric and Nova would probably know.

stfu lyric (3)

Me: GUYSSSSS

Nova: i was listening to one direction WHAT DO YOU WHAT

Lyric: shut up nova no one cares

Nova: i will kill you

Lyric: not if i kill myself first

Nova: UGHHHHH

Me: Ria is mad at me.

Nova: b r u h

Lyric: WHY AM I LAUGHINJKSKSKEKVJSK

Nova: LYRIC
Nova: NOT THE TIME
Nova: why is she upset

Me: I called her like a dozen times while she was having a mental breakdown.

Lyric: why tf would you do that

Nova: well that was dumb

Lyric: shut up nova youre dumb

Nova: SAYS YOU

Me: I asked if she'll ever forgive me and she said i dont know

Nova: LMAO WHY DID YOU SAY IT LIKE THAT

Lyric: I AGREE WITH NOVA HAHAHAHAHA

Me: What?

Nova: you said it like you killed her mother or something

Lyric: did you?????

Me: I guess i just need validation lol

Nova: okay

Lyric: Nova i know damn well that's not all your thinking

Nova: wot ._.

Lyric: i hate you

Nova: go eat a sock

    I leave them there to insult each other. I really shouldn't have introduced those two. They're very mean when they're together, but they are probably right.

I'm gonna cry, laugh out loud

Co-author: Ryan_Axel

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