𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔, [nishinoya yuu x reader]

𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐘𝐔𝐔,

𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐘𝐔𝐔,

How are you doing? I really hope you're well. Right now, I'm writing this about a week after you saved me. I just wanted to say thank you for that again...

I've been thinking about everything in the past few years. And I... think that I've come to the conclusion that I was being a very selfish person, and a selfish friend at that. I know that Harue wouldn't have been happy to see me so soon – she never would have wanted me to go that far with my actions.

It's definitely been an experience... a bad one. And I now know that I have people like you, Noya, who care about me. I won't ever take that for granted.

I know that we haven't seen each other a lot since then, but it's fine; I'm not alone. My dad has been taking a closer eye on me. He's taken off some time from work for me... Oh, now that I mention it, I don't think I've told you about what happened with my parents.

Long story short, my mom cheated on dad with her boss and is now living with him. They're getting a divorce soon. That's all. It's what mom deserves – I care about dad more. It's not like we actually spent any time together. I'm not too mad that she left.

I guess I'm glad dad didn't put me into therapy. I don't think that would help... I'm happy enough to be at home with him. He's doing more than enough for me here. I never realised how much he cared about me until now – he's done so much for just me alone. He was carrying his own problems while helping me with mine. I care about him so much.

Speaking of my dad, he actually told me he was surprised that a 'little boy' like you was able to tackle the front door like that. He was glad that you were able to – but he's always in awe whenever your name is mentioned. I guess you got yourself a fan, huh?

Iwaizumi and Oikawa also visited the other day. They came by with movies and snacks – we had a sleepover. It was really fun.

Hey... I really worried Hajime, huh? Remember when he yelled at us for crying on the balcony together? That was sort of funny.

I could've sworn I also saw him tear up a bit back then. I know you were jealous when he pushed you away to hug me – you were pouting so much. But don't worry about it, you know I like you more.

Hajime would probably get mad at me if I told him that to his face though. You'll get jealous if I tell you this... but I will anyway. Tooru was all over me, crying his little heart out. He said he didn't want his girl to be sad anymore. But don't worry, I'm practically his younger sister.

I can imagine you just took a breath of relief.

Anyway... remind me to thank them for always sticking by me for all this time. They really mean a lot to me, you see. Oh, I also have to give you credit for having the guts to even talk to them. I heard that you guys even exchanged numbers.

I'll give this letter to you after your match against... I don't remember the school. But I think it's only a practice match, right? For the upcoming tournament.

Ah... sorry for keeping you occupied with me for the past few weeks. I'm sure you're busy with that. To make it up, why don't I help you train? I think that'll be fun, and we can spend time with each other too.

You should introduce me to your team – I've heard from Tanaka that you guys are the bestest bro's? That's amusing. The first-years are loud... right? I think I've heard them scream from the gym when I walked past one time.

Hey, Yū. Let's hang out again. I'll pack a lunch for us and we can play volleyball on that hill.

I want to play again.

I'll come and watch the match – I'm sure you'll win. Karasuno will fly once again, is what you say, right?

I believe that.

Yū... Sorry, I really just wanted to write your name. It reminds me of the English word 'you' – which I actually named my journal. Oops, that was my secret. Disregard that.

Nishinoya Yū, I'm in love with you.

See you later,
Signed, [last name] [name].

p.s Thank you again for returning my snowman playing volleyball.

p.p.s I never got to say this to you, but your bleached hair suits you! Maybe I should do the same and we can match–

p.p.p.s Ew that was gross. Pretend I didn't say that.