𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 [𝑖.𝑚𝑖𝑦𝑎𝑚𝑢𝑟𝑎]

chapt. 17

𝙏𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙙𝙖𝙮
< 6:59 ᴘᴍ >

I've always been a decently healthy normal human being. And I only go to the doctors usually for flu shots or someone along the lines. To be in the hospital is crazy

I open my eyes to a sunset hospital room. Guess I slept through most of the day

I get up with a huge pain in my stomach, After the pain wears off I look to the edge of my bed.

There's multiple flowers and letters, did my friends come to visit? It's not like I died haha but it's still sweet.

I grab and read some of the cards

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from: miyamura izumi

- Please get better y/n, I came to visit you earlier but you were sound asleep. I'll come back tomorrow before and after school. Rest up for me please and take it easy. love you

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I cup the letter to my chest, he's so nice I love him. I'm glad I get to see him tomorrow.

I grab another letter, it has signatures of all my classmates including my three friends yuki, tooru and Hori on it.

I don't think I've ever felt so loved.

I grab my phone and plug in my headphones to chillax for awhile, he told me to take it easy.

Now playing: giants under the sea ♫
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I listen to this song over and over until I feel my fast pacing heart calm down. This empty hospital room at sunset is so beautiful.

I bet moms at work right now. Since dad is gone and my brother is no longer with us it's just been me and mom for awhile now. She works a lot to support the both of us and now I'm in the hospital the bills are gonna be higher

I wish I could be better for her.

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"Oh you're awake!!" A nurse rushes in with some food and water

"If you're hungry I'll set this on your bedside table if you want to eat" she smiles

"Please rest up! Your body has to go through testing tomorrow" she says

"Testing?" I tilt my head

"We need to see what's going on in your body right away because your symptoms aren't ordinary and if it's a severe medical condition you need treatment pronto, do you get it now?" She says

"Mhm and thank you for the food"

"Of course darling! Now rest up please, if you need anything just ring me and I'll come right away, see ya" she says leaving the room.

"my body, going through testing? Is there something wrong" I say to myself as my hands start to shake

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I've always hated being at being at the hospital. Blood, sharp tools, the smell of rubbing alcohol everywhere, people with injuries and sicknesses. The environmentfreaked me out and it still does.

I hope I'm fine and they're just overreacting.

I'm terrified of the future, but the thought of him brings me peace.