𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 [𝑖.𝑚𝑖𝑦𝑎𝑚𝑢𝑟𝑎]

chapt. 22

𝙏𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙙𝙖𝙮
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Miyamura stayed with me all day today. He wouldn't leave my side no matter what and even missed school. My mom had to leave to tell my family members and school about the surgery.

a part of me is extremely nervous.

and a part of me knows that there's still a chance. But if I don't make it.

I been writing in this journal for izumi to read when I'm gone.

I don't want me being gone to be a burden to him, so I wrote these notes for part of me to be there with him. Even if it's not physically.

The nurse says I have to get the surgery in two days.

I want these last two days to be the best ones of my whole entire life.

I look over to izumi.

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"Could you do me one last favor" I say quietly

"Y/n" he says with sorrow in his voice

"sneak me out tonight, I don't want to end a life with regrets."

"I'll do it." He says instantly.

"Thank you izumi" I say.

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~ < timeskip to: nighttime > ~

I rested my body enough throughout the day to gain enough strength to go out tonight.

I slowly get up from my bed and put on a light jacket and some gym shorts and untie my messy ponytail.

a part of my body is aching in pain but another part is filled with energy.

We find a wheel chair outside my hospital room and I slowly move to sit down on it.

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"Are you ready?" He says, still with this saddened look on his face.

"Yes sir" I give him a thumbs up and a smile to help lighten the mood.

"Izumi" I say as he pushes the wheel chair downstairs.

"Yes y/n" he stops

"Dont worrry okay?" I say quietly.

"I'll make it"

"I made you a promise"

"But-" I cut him off

"Let's just enjoy this night, if this is the last I want you to smile for me" I say

he smiles with tears building in his eyes.