It Starts as Friends ~ Madison Beer (EDITING)

Chapter 22 ~ Nightmares

Madison's POV:

Over a month since I got back from the hospital, me and Y/n have been closer than ever. We'd spend all day together at school and then usually one of us goes home with the other and stays the night so at this point I'm practically living with my girlfriend; I couldn't be happier with however over the past week she has been having nightmares every night and its starting to worry me. Every night is the same, we go to bed together cuddling and then in the middle of the night she starts getting restless and wakes up panicking and all sweaty, I don't know how to help her and it's confusing me why she won't tell me what they are about. I respect that she doesn't want to think about it being even remotely true, but my guess is that it's about me and my surgery which makes me feel terrible that it is still affecting her.

Y/n's POV:

Me and Madi have about a week until graduation and I couldn't be more excited, I was planning on asking her to move in with me when we finish school because she already lives here anyway, my mom loves her as if she's a second daughter. However I've been having awful nightmares and its slowly driving me crazy, I'm not sleeping properly because I'm waking up every single night and I think it's starting to worry her, I've spoken to Anna about them and she's telling me to go to a doctor but I know they will probably just give me sleeping pills, but I don't want them I just want the nightmares to stop, I'm tired of seeing Madison have that same seizure every single night, I want to forget that happened not relive it constantly. Mads keeps asking me what the dreams are about but I physically cannot bring myself to tell her so instead I tell her I don't want to talk about it.

Tonight, will be the same as the others. We got home a few hours ago and Mads told me she wanted to shower, I stayed in my room at first but then I walked into the bathroom, she opened the door to the shower "mind if I join you princess?" She smiles and nods, I take off my clothes and get in beside her letting the water run down my hair and body, she hands me the shampoo to put it in her hair for her which I did massaging it into her scalp pulling her body close to mine after and she smirks "your turn?" I nod and we switch places as she does the same to me and then runs her hands down my body as it washes out of both our hair I giggle and whisper "cheeky girl" she kisses my neck slightly before I pull away "we need to put conditioner in next and then since you want to touch me so bad you can wash my body. Deal?" She blushes and nods as we finish washing our hair and she then eagerly grabs the body wash putting it in her hands at first, just putting it all over both our bodies, gliding her hands over my chest from behind me and then turning me around and pulling me closer whispering "look" she grabs my hand and puts it between her thighs.

❗Smut Warning❗

As my hand goes between my girlfriends legs so holds my eye contact waiting till I moved my hand to touch her, when I finally felt how wet she was she bit her lower lip to suppress a whimper "I've been like this all day, since you started misbehaving in bio" I smirk, looking her up and down "so you like it when I act like that huh?" She blushes "hell yes, it's so hot when you do that. Your confidence is so sexy" I smile "I bet its hotter when I do this" I moved my left hand up, wrapping it around her throat and pushing her back to the tiles pinning her roughly. Placing my thigh between her legs earned a whimper from her "fuck" she whispers under her breath "yes, so much hotter Y/n/n" I clench my jaw and shake my head "I'm not Y/n/n now am I princess?" A blush creeps on her face as she averts my eyes; I push my thigh up against her more "I asked you a question. I expect an answer baby girl" She gulps, I grip her neck tighter "n- no da- daddy" I smirk nodding "good now grind down on my thigh" she looks down and I push my thigh against her more "do I have to force you to? Or are you gonna be a good girl and listen to me?" A light moan escapes from her lips as she starts rocking her hips back and forth "that's right baby, just like that." My hand moves away from her throat onto her hips, I move my head down to kiss her neck making her moan a little louder. I mumble against her perfectly soft skin "you're going to drive me crazy with the sounds you are making princess" I move my hands to her hips making her move faster "Daddy please" I don't think she knew exactly what she was begging for as her eyes just rolled back in her head and she starts circling her hips "that's right beautiful, use my thigh to get yourself off."

I whispered in her ear "do you like that baby?" she nods and arches her back slightly I roll my eyes shaking my head "stop" she opens her eyes again and whines but does as I tell her to "what did I say before?" she goes to speak and I cut her off turning her around putting my hand into her hair gripping it and gently pushing her head and the rest of her upper body to the tiles, making her gasp at the coldness "I said, when I ask you a question. I expect an answer" she whimpers knowing she had earned a punishment "I'm sorry, I'm sorry please! It just felt so good" I scoff "oh I bet it did" I go onto my knees and turn going underneath her, resting my back on the tile "tell me when you are close princess" she nods and I glance up at her, "drop your hips down darling" I watch her bite her lip and do as I say. I wrap my arms around her thighs to keep her steady and slowly run my tongue from the entrance of her pussy to just under her clit, when I hear her whimper for more I repeat that motion then finally focus on her clit, she began to gently grind her hips to gain more friction only for me to move my hand where my mouth was, take two fingers and slide them inside her already dripping cunt I watch her throw her head back and her hands go into my hair I curled my fingers and brought them back and forth to hit her g-spot over and over not giving her a break for a second as I sped up with my tongue "fuck I'm close, please" I continued a few seconds longer just before she lost control I pulled away only to hear her desperate whimpers "please!" I smirk raising to my feet now in front of her "only good girls are allowed to cum" her eyes drop to my hand before it rises and grips her neck turning us around and pinning her to the wall again "so I'll ask you again. Are you going to be a good girl, or will I have to edge you till you are on the verge of tears begging me to let you cum?" she goes to bite her lip but then responds, "I'll be good, I promise."

I smiled at her response and tease her neck with my lips lightly "good choice baby" I move my hand down to her pussy again going inside her for the second time, she pulls me into a kiss letting her moans out into my mouth as she grinds her hips against my hand again her breathing getting faster as I push my palm against her clit, I knew she wouldn't last long and soon enough she was coming undone again "daddy-" she's cut off by her own moans "yes baby girl?" her eyes roll back in her head and her back arches more the only word she could say was a stuttered "please" to which I respond with "do you want to cum baby?" she nods "I'm so close, please can I?" she moans out and I kiss her jawline "you've been a good girl, you can cum princess" a loud moan escapes from her mouth as she grips my hair while her legs shake throughout her orgasm, I move my thumb to her clit to help her ride her high and then slow down as her body twitches lightly from her intense orgasm, she catches her breath and I cover her with kisses and praise "you did so good baby" she gives a sleepy smile a sigh falling from her lips "thank you daddy" I gave her a few more kisses and gently stroked her cheek "you can call me baby now princess" she giggles "should we get out now?" I nod and turn off the water letting her get out.

❗Smut Over❗

Madison's POV:

We head to bed after our shower, I cuddle up to my girlfriend and before falling asleep on her chest I mumble "I love you so much" she kisses the top of my head "I love you so much to baby" I smile and fall into a peaceful sleep. Only a few hours later I wake up from Y/n moving around in her sleep and I sigh putting my hand on her shoulder softly "baby wake up."

Word Count: 1666

Well this was a rollercoaster of a chapter lol, do you think Y/n's nightmares will go away now or will she have to seek professional help?

Updated chapter 22, lemme know what you guys think.