Y/n's POV:
The final word of the doctors sentence it felt like someone had shot me in the chest, I sat down on the chair behind me and look up to my girlfriends parents who just look lost in thought and pain "what's the percentage?" he looks down at his clip board "if you chose to send her to surgery the chances of survival are 78%" I look down at the ground "what happens if we don't go ahead with the surgery?" he looks down at me "she will continue to have seizures from time to time and if she experiences one exceptionally bad it could damage her brain to the point where she will fall into a coma and even surgery won't cure her" I drop my head into my hands "can I have some time alone to think?" he nods and they all leave the room, I look up to my girlfriend lying in the hospital bed with machines all around her "I'm lost Mads, I don't know what to do" I gulp and sniff back my tears "I can't lose you, the percentage seems high but there is still that 22% that could mean I will lose you forever" my hands go into my hair gripping it "I can't live without you Madison" I fail to hold back my tears and they start to fall down my face "but I don't want you to be in constant pain and fear of the fact that you could have another seizure and never wake up" I take a deep breath and look at the door to ask her parents to come back in.
They walk in the room looking down at me "what do you think we should do?" I look up to them and wipe my tears "I still haven't fully decided so I wanted to know your thoughts" they both nod and sit down beside me "she's strong Y/n." I keep my eyes on my girlfriend "yeah I know, she is the strongest girl I know" "she can do this, which ever decision we make. We were speaking to the doctor and he said that because Madison is so healthy the percentage may be a little higher" I get a little hope and look to her mom "I think we should do the surgery" they nod "we do to" I sniff and get pulled into a hug by her mom "she can do this darling" she strokes my hair while hugging me and I nod putting my arms around her, feeling almost safe in her arms then I pull away "thank you Mrs Beer, I needed that" she smiles "I thought we already said you can call me Tracie" I smile slightly "sorry" Robert starts to rub my back slowly and I take deeper breaths "ready?" he asks and I nod in return while all three of us stand up.
The doctor walks in and we tell him our decision he writes it down and then walks over to Madison injecting something into her IV "what is that?" I say worried "it's just a sedative so she won't wake up during surgery" I look down and then back up panicked "she's going to surgery now?!" he nods "we need to do it sooner rather than later, if she has another seizure during surgery there is nothing we can do" panic washes over me as then take her out of the room and into surgery before the doors close, I yell "I love you Madison!" in the hopes that she could still hear me, we sit back down in the room and Anna comes in sitting beside me and pulling me into her.
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3 hours went by before the doctor walks in the room with his head down and I stand up searching his expression for an answer "is she okay?" he looks up to me "she had a seizure during surgery" my heart feels like it shattered, someone ripped it out of my chest and stomped on it, I fall to my knees "no" I whisper under my breath and Anna kneels beside me wrapping her arms around me, tears come rolling down my cheeks and I scream as loud as I can, my voice breaking throughout, Anna holds me tighter and I take in breaths through gritted teeth, everyone else is quiet from shock but the pain hit me instantly like I had been shot and there was a pit in my chest. I hear shouting and the doctor runs out the room leaving me confused and heartbroken, a nurse comes in the room and puts a needle into my arm making me wince and I start to become weaker "what are you doing to me?" I say confused, my body going limp in my best friend's arms "what did she do to m- me?" she looks at Anna and then walks out, the door closes, my eyes start to close.
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I wake up in Anna's arms and look around the room before getting up "what the fuck did that nurse do to me" Anna grabs my wrist softly "she gave you something to calm you down" I gulp and she tugs lightly for me to sit down "she's gone Anna, I can't li-" Anna shakes her head "just before you passed out, the doctor ran out. They managed to get her back Y/n" I look to her in disbelief "what?" "Madison is okay Y/n" I almost still didn't believe her, but the thought of me having the love of my life back and that I didn't have to live without her made me the happiest person alive in that moment "c- can I see her?" she nods "her parents are in there now" I take a deep breath and follow my best friend into another room where my girlfriend was lying, I face lights up right as I see her "Madison! You're okay!" I run up to her and go to hug her, but she places her hand on my chest pushes me away when I get close "who are you?"
Word Count: 1018
Oh shiii, Madison doesn't remember Y/n. What do you think will happen? Will they have to start over or is it just a side effect?
Updated chapter 20, lemme know what you guys think.
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It Starts as Friends ~ Madison Beer (EDITING)
FanfikceY/n starts at a new school, constantly being branded as the 'bad girl' type. Will a beautiful, talented young woman manage to convince her to switch up her behaviour in order to stay at this school permanently? Is Y/n too far gone? Will Madison be d...
