Metanoia | BTS ff (werewolf au) [Under Editing]

Arcane

Previously in "Metanoia"~

And then I blacked out....

Y/N's POV

I jerked awake with a loud gasp. My body felt like it was on fire, beads of sweat were formed on my forehead. With ragged breathing I sat up and slowly rubbed my eyes and took a few deep breaths.

After a few minutes with a calm and even breathing I opened my eyes and looked at my surroundings and my eyes fell on the white bandages around my wrists. I gingerly grazed my fingers on the delicate wounds and winced when a wave of sharp pain struck my head.

Suddenly I felt some weight on my head, slightly tilting my head my eyes locked with Jiminie oppa's worried chocolate ones. I whined a little and wrapped my  arms around his waist with a pout on my face. He chuckled before placing a chaste kiss on my forehead nd ruffling my hair.  I'm not a type of person who likes to be babied but these seven men make me feel like the tiniest baby ever and the worst part is I love it.

With my cheek squished against his firmly chiseled chest, I listened to his steady heartbeat and smile made its way on my face. I snuggled more into his chest and sighed in content, he chuckled and pulled me into his lap. Straddling his muscular frame and wrapping my arms around his neck , i looked at him with big doe eyes. "Did I hurt anyone?" His eyebrows furrowed at my question, "Did the explosion.....cause any serious injuries to anyone?...I'm sorry...i-i just c-could'nt con-tro-l-l i-it.......m-my head w-was thro-bbing with p-pain......i-i'm soo s-sor-" my words were cut off when a pair of soft lips placed an affectionate kiss on my forehead.

Tears streamed down my face when the flash of the explosion came across my mind. I tried...i really tried to somehow control the sharp pain in my head but it just intensified........it intensified to that level where black dots started appearing in my vision and if felt as if I had no strength in my muscles.........I refused to give in to pain but my body couldn't take it any longer......i was exhausted....i just wanted to snuggle into my mates arms, i wanted to feel protected.......I just wanted all of this to e-end.....for once I wanted to let go and fall into my love's arms........for once I wanted to be selfish.

"There are things in this universe that are beyond human control. There are times in our lives when we feel like we are hurting the people around us or disappointing them.......but trust me baby it is not true~ the ancestral sprits chose you......they gave you these powers because they saw someone who was reliable......they saw someone capable enough to save and bring this gloomy land back to life......they saw how strong you are.......how enchanting and intriguing your personality is.......how pure and innocent your heart is........you have no idea how powerful and strong you are not because of your powers but because of the blazing fire of unconditional and undying love that your oceanic orbs hold. You cherish and love the people around you more than yourself.....you can never hurt them love~..........You never have and you never will~" Jiminie oppa's arms tightened around my waist as he continued

"it's okay to be little selfish baby~......it's okay to want some protection......it's okay to be vulnerable...........and it's okay to let go sometimes............
whenever you will feel blue we'll be there to hold you....
Your happiness is what matters the most
we are the lost creatures and you are our coast
On the stormy cold nights
We'll become your light
When we stare into your ocean blue eyes, every ounce of darkness dies
You are our safe place, our  haven and your love in our hearts will forever be graven♡♡" with those words his utterly soft lips pressed against my rosy ones as his muscular arms wrapped around my waist and gave it a gentle squeeze.