Metanoia | BTS ff (werewolf au) [Under Editing]

Luminaries (III)

(⚠️ Warning: this chapter contains a visual representation as well mentions of excessive bloodbath)

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Previously on "Metanoia~"

*Breathless gasp*

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Author's POV

I'm scared to trust again

The gaping wound in my heart bleeding it remains,

Love terrifies me

For it is the reason why I can't be free,
Because i'm a prisoner of it's forsaken void sea..

I have got my heart broken many times
But the bell of Amour in my heart still chimes,
Would I ever be able to say
'I'm fine'...

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Trust is like glass isn't it?

Once broken..it will never be same again.

Trust is what turns the fragile bud of love into a beautiful floret.

Trust is the soul of love and heart of a relation.

Just as the broken shards of glass lay scattered and create a mess on the floor, shattered pieces of trust crushes a soul and burns an innocent heart in the flame of never ending hurt and torment.

Just as the shattered shards of glass remain unamendable, broken pieces of trust too remain incorrigible and hopeless.

Fiery red seeps out when a splintered glass pierces through the flesh...a wound is formed. A wound that is external and could be healed.

But when our trust is broken and it's sharp fragments pierce through the softness of our heart and the innocence of our soul...what left behind is nothing but a...pathetic wound...a wound that could never be healed. A deep wound. A wound that bleeds just like an external gash but is far more deep and painful.

An invisible bleeding gash that remains hidden in the depths of our steadily beating heart, silencing it's pain...shushing it's cries and ignoring it's ache. A deep tear in our soul that makes us cower back.

It makes us scared.
Scared to trust again.

Trust doesn't come with a refill. Once it's gone you probably won't get it back and If you do, it would never be the same again.

No matter how much we try to mend the broken mirror of trust, the cracks still remain...

Trust starts with truth and ends with truth.

So be careful for,

Inside every person you know there is a person you don't know~