Metanoia | BTS ff (werewolf au) [Under Editing]

Retrouvailles

Previously on 'Metanoia' ~

An uncanny silence hung in the still air making me aware of the presence behind me.

Shit.
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Third person's POV 

Slowly turning around Y/N's anxious gaze fell over a shadowy figure, from where she stood she could make out that it was a man. A rather tall and muscular male with princely long locks.

The figure moved a little closer and the sunlight fell on his features, making it easier for the girl to see his face clearly. Her curious eyes rove over the stranger's luscious brown locks and defined jawline but the moment his emerald orbs locked with her cerulean ones, the memories hit her like a truck. It was then she realised that the stranger was none other than,

"H-harry!" Y/N gasped and her throat went dry.

The named person wordlessly opened his arms and beckoned her, without wasting a single second the young girl jumped into his arms and broke into choked sobs, her petite form clung to the male's strong one in a desparate plea, not wanting to let go she hugged him tightly,
the latter's own dam of tears and emotions finally broke as he held Y/N's small self within the warmth of his firm embrace, to scared to let go.

Eventually the duo broke the hug and turned their teary gazes towards each other's blotchy and tear stained faces, leaning down Harry placed a gentle peck over the younger's forehead and gazed into her glassy eyes with nothing but an endless pool of tenderness and love.

"I'm not dreaming right?" Y/N winced at her scratchy and hoarse voice.

"I can ask the same. It really feels like a dream, but you're not dreaming chubs, I'm here. I'm here for you" Harry chuckled as another tear rolled down his cheek.

"Are you okay? H-how have you been ? D-did you eat properly?"  Harry kept staring at the female in his arms in utter awe. The worry in her cerulean irises and the concern in her words made his heart flutter and shatter at the same time.

He didn't deserve her concern did he?

"How dare you leave like that, huh? You didn't even consider meeting me, to even say a goodbye, to let me hug you last time? Do you have any idea how difficult it was? No, you don't because you were not there. You were so busy with your work that you didn't even think of contacting me....even for once!"  The bubble of pent up frustration and anger finally bursted and Y/N snapped.

Ten years. Ten years had gone by without her brother by her side. It's true that at some point of time you have to leave your nest and fly away to make a living, you have to leave your loved ones and make your own life but that doesn't mean you have to forget about those cherished moments, when siblings part it definitely hurts but it aches when they refuse to recognise you, when they choose to behave as if you didn't exist, as if you were never important. That's what Harry did. He broke Y/N.

Hot tears streamed down her flushed cheeks as she let out her anger and kept hitting the male's chest with her small fists.

"I-I missed you. I missed your warmth. I missed my elder brother. You were my only friend, my pillar of support, you were there. You were always there by my side, we were always together Harry. No matter what at the end of the day you were there, but then one day you took an abrupt decision and chose to lea-"
Harry didn't let her finish and pulled her into his chest, his own emotions were haywire.

"Did you really think that I didn't miss you or I didn't want to talk to you, to see you before leaving, to hug you, huh? Do you know why I didn't meet you because I'm not s-strong Y/N. I didn't have the heart to tell you that I was leaving. Do you think I would have been able to see you cry, do you really believe I would have been able to the pain in your eyes? Do you really think I would have been able to tell you that I wasn't going to be around God knows for how long? You were just ten chubs, so fragile and small I couldn't bear to see you in that state. I didn't try to contact  you because I wanted you to move on, make new friends and be strong ..I didn't want to hold you back and hurt you even more"
Harry's voiced cracked as he continued.