Enjolras x Grantaire one shots

The voice.

A/N: TW!! This contains suicidal thoughts and behaviour so if that will trigger you, please, please do not read this. If you still feel okay to read, I apologise if I wrote something wrong, or anything. Please tell me if I did so I can fix it. :)

Just do it. The voice told him. No one cares, just jump.

Enjolras had been on his way home that night, when he noticed a figure standing on the edge of the bridge. A figure that he could recognise anywhere.

"Grantaire?! Wait!" he screamed as loud as he could from the street and ran towards the poor man about to destroy himself. Grantaire turned sharply at the sound of Enjolras' voice but tried not to listen. No he doesn't care. Forget him. "Get down from there!" he was still shouting even though he had reached where R was standing.

"No. You can't tell me what to do. You lost that right when you broke up with me." he turned to face the water again. "I'm going, Enjolras. You'll get over it."

"No I won't. I'll never forgive myself. Just please, take my hand." he extended his arm as he tried to calm his voice in order not to scare the man into jumping, but he was holding back tears. He couldn't lose Grantaire, and if he did, it would be his own fault.

He doesn't really care. He just feels bad for you. Jump already. "No."

"Look. I'm not asking you to marry me, I know you hate me after what I did, I'm trying to save your life."

"I could never hate you Apollo. Ever. But what if I don't want to be saved? I have nothing left to live for.

"Listen 'Taire. This isn't how I wanted to tell you this but... I still love you."

He's lying. Jump. the voice said, but he tried to push it away. He turned to see Enjolras, on the verge of tears.

"Y- you do?"

"Yes. So please, please don't leave me. I need you."

Grantaire climbed down and threw his arms around Enjolras. "I love you too."

Enj buried his face in the nook of R's neck and shoulder and wept. "I thought I'd lost you. Don't ever try to leave me like that again. You understand?"

"Mhm I promise. I'm sorry Apollo."

Enjolras took him home and then stayed there for the next week, only going back to his apartment to get more fresh clothes but then coming back straight away. Enjolras loved him. And thus Grantaire didn't hear the voice again. 

A/N: I'm not really sure how i feel about this one, again, if i wrote something wrong, let me know